幸福是种缘分的关系。。

遇见你，认识你，跟你做朋友的那一刻开始。。

完完全全没想过，会这么的发生。。

可爱是你的代号，

安静是你的外表，

疼爱你是我的责任，

爱上你是上天的安排。。

认定了，认定你是我终身的伴侣。。

幸福的一百分是你给我快乐的滋味。。

绝不爱错你

cherishing u all

2009.. coming to the end.. this year.. i meet a group of life time fwen.. reli reli a froup of weirdo.. hahas.. Plz guess which 1 is U... hahas..

1. Ok.. start with my gay partner.. hahas.. sure tau d la..
Hehe.. reli wane say kamxia n many thanks to him.. Leaving me no behind wen i am alone o wane he help smthing.. Hahas.. even let ppl think me is gay he olso nt mind.. hahas.. such a nice fwen le.. hahas.. just tat.. he dun eat vege n SMXXKX alots.. haiz.. duno how to save him.. hop cn c him stp smoking nex year.. hahas..

2. Thn.. Mr and Mrs... Hahas.. u knw hu la ho. kakax.. Ok.. As for d gentleman.. he is a nic guy.. a thing I reli envy him.. i mean so much.. his height.. hahas.. I reli like wane get some his protein.. hahas.. thn as for mrs.. nic fwen.. reli knw how to control her dear.. hahas.. have a loving mother and a sot and gila dog.. hahas.. good in swim( but not for the mr..).. such a sporting person.. hehe..

3. Ok.. Move on.. He sleep alots and speak korean well enuf thn other language.. even his mother language.. hahas.. u sure will b knwing hu.. kakax.. always come out with super lame joke that will blast off our stomatch as he sty thr cool cool.. hehe..

4. Thn, i have a very talented and well drawing fwen.. he is good in drawing.. bt always out of idea.. hehe.. sure he will b a famous and keng person in d future life.. hehe.. bt.. he is very emo.. dare to driv big big car and learn english wrd from me.. hehe...

there a fwen that we like d most.. Zheng ho.. we always go meet him every fri and sat nite.. hahas.. for sure d.. hehe.. he olso lik us bah.. hehe..

After a year with u all. it's nice and good.. u all reli amazing and bring so much happy to my life.. thx and forgiv to any words i do o said to u..

Other thn tat

Hehe.. a very nic necklace is on her neck now.. wat is nicer is d person hu waering it..

Bie bie..

Understand..

It's hard to understan what we try to say when we are using a different language.
It's hard to talk when u and me are strangers..
It's hard to talk wen u and me are not in the same intrest o topic..

It's all rite wen u talk gently and try to underdstan.. we are on d same frequency, the sam language and same topic.. Just tat y u dun let me to finish wat i try to say?? I am trying very hard to maintain my world.. To make my world happier and even better.. U dun even know.. I mean things tat happen to me seems a little thingy for u bt it's a matter for me.. Seriously..

I just hope u knw.. Bt u will never ever c dis post..

Bie bie

Bier bie.. hehe..

Dis wat i said this few day..hehe.. i am always here ...

Kakax.. Bie bie

ageing slow me down..

It's been awhile since my las post.. Boring till freaking dead in my daily working routine.. hehe..
Still manage to build up a computer for myself.. hehe. quite a nice 1.. reli can get me on9 and do others stuff.. hahas.. hapy with that le.. kakax..

Saying wat i been busy dis fews week o should said that i have many thing to be concern off.. sad sad.. trying to do wat is rite for myself and my future..
Making the rite choice should be harder than i thought my it never been this hard.. kakax..
no matter how hard i olso gone through it le.. sadness just sucks my life.. love u all by being here w me.. kakax..

Wishes become reality

Always remember that, wen we were young.. Fairy tales always are the story that tell us that the world is a place that full with hopes and any wishes can be grunted. Cinderella, The sleeping beauty , Snow White and many more are very goods example of leading a very good life after they WISH..

Still remember Alla-din? He got a Gennie beside him and a very nice magic carpet that is pollution-free that can take him around. How i wish i olso can live lik him..

Always hope that take us around and keep us alive.. Dreaming are the motor to motivate us.. Bt in the end, disappointment are always keep us accompany as we fail or can't get what we wanted and work so hard off..

Life tough and hard.. always there a factor that we din c.. that is LUCK.. Luck of urself and other.. We don't know who our author is.. so.. we can't negotiate for a better character.. We dun have the choice.. accept who we are .. thats the only way..

I knw something that i cannot haven at this moment so iin the future.. i wan it back.. and i want it badly.. very badly..

原来可以这样

原来。。我可以有这样的心情。。

要知道实情的人才会知道我说什么啦。。

讨厌与憎恨一个人或一件事是多么的费心和累的。。

我也不知是我的不好还是我的本性。。就我就是这样。。没办法！！

我的感受是。。原来被人讨厌的人可以这么的不在乎，但，我就曾经这样的讨厌人。。

很累，很累。。

可以这样的不在乎，感觉很爽，生活没什么大的改变。。

劝告大家，不要讨厌。。虽然是不可能，但，尽量放下。。

从另一个角度来看。。我都能咯。。你不能吗？？

虽然曾经讨厌你，我还是这么的爱你。。

2nd 12

My first post on my birthday.. Amazing there some one remember my birthday.. Appreciate every words of hapi birthday as i receive.. Knowing its only tak a few seconds to do so.. bt someone just reli dun k.. I nvr do any harm to you.. I am proud and greatful for that.. I am hapi i dun spoil ur every single trip tat u go.. It just so sad tat i am nt inside ur fwen list..

Stop d unhappy event le.. go for other way..

After i spend my half day on work.. Ann ask me out to celebrate my birthday.. as to me.. its ok.. Very nic n kind.. to do so.. thy arrange to watch new moon which i will always pronounce as moonlight~ duh~.. so below are som pictures tat i took on tat day..

Duno y..

I mean.. I have no idea.. y.. i mean i do nothing wrong.. I dun act lik wat i use to be.. Mayb.. We are not belong together as we use to be.. I duno y and olso duno wat will ever happen if we are nt even fwen.. i am wondering.. wat u guy treat me as?? In a matter of fact.. I mind.. but start to get wat i call self destrution and self-healing.. Its ok.. I still have another way of road to go on.. But as for this time.. I will super duper appreciate each and single of them.. Its gud nt to show tat i m sad and i am suck.. I change alots as i am.. u stay on u all on.. stay to be the guy u all are.. i am hu i am.. dun thn suaks lah.. say me childish o wat.. so watever.. mind sets.. i go on my on way.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After those 3 days..

wahseh.. Its been a year.. An amzing yet memorable year.. Love it as all happening had make me thinks alots and motivate me to do wat i should and couldn't done if determination and motivation is not wat stay with me all long..

Pc fair~
Such a nic 3 tiring day.. Tat let me learn alots.. A very nic trip.. kakax..

Thy taught me alots.. hehe.. Telefon num iis nt available.. hahas.. i din have le.. kakax..Mr lee is the 1 hu i nid to give a thumb up and a big round of applause to him as he reli did a very good job being a nic fwen~ hehe.. dis i a special dediacation to both of them
Hahas.. specail edition frm me n my gay partner for u both.. hehe.. Hoping u lik it.. hehe..
After d pc fair.. We went off to 175 to let our kaki relax after standing for 3 days tat is tiring n exhausted.. hehe.. after tat.. went bec to our old place jln song again.. hehe.. as for jln song.. love it as we will report ourself everyday d.. hehe.. kakax..

no to mention le.. Nic to have u all around...

Title

Hahas.. For this post... I am totally out of idea.. Just to say tat.. Iam goin PC fair again.. as a worker of cuz.. Nt worker lah.. as crew.. Hahas.. Sounds better rite..?? Kakas..

so dis will b my las post of dis month i think.. I hope nt.. Cz i am a crazy yet lazy person.. hahas.. fill my brains with all d silly thought tat ii could think off..

Some fwens are going to santubong and here wish them have fun n remeber tak many many photo r.. hehe.. gonna miss dis trip.. hahas.. Pc fair is tired bt let me learns alots of stuff.. So..

Good luck 2 me.. Hahas.. Sell 100 laptops per day.. hahas.. Love u all..

Hey Yo

I am bec... kakax.. Nt bec frm any place lah.. Think me so kaya go here and there mei?? Hahas.. Just bec frm who i am that missed the world of joyless long time ago.. sure u all miss me bah.. I mean nt in person.. I nw reli cn left everything behind and do my very best to cheer every1 up..
As i always do all dis year.. Sad.. Ya.. sure a feeling to make me grow up.. hahas.. i am just as childish as my vocab level is.. hahas.. Consider me still in d primary will make urself that u are a normal thinking yet educated person.. hahas..

Thinking bec on f1-f5.. i am just as crazy as my mind and age set me in.. so much fun and so much fwens to share around.. Love love love.. the world is fill with love.. Nt only love from the other gender that we hope ourself tie our knot to.. Family love, fwens love.. Many other but this 2 love brg me out frm d dark and cold pathway.. Thy thought me that.. Rainbow come after d rain.. so.. Cry as hard as u could to c d rainbow as it appear after the tears washed ur eyes..

Thx owh.. Love love... To thx u all.. Contributing a very ugly side of me.. hahas.. This is so young n nuts... hahas.. but this is a package that does't come with any problem..

想了很久，这篇文章改写什么。。

我也就想倒回。。我为什么开始这部落格。。

这是给我发泄，还我自由的地方。。

我遇到的事，我爱的人，我对我的想法。。完完全全写下了。。

这里，我提起了两个我今生最爱的人。。

她们都选择了离开。。我也想找回。。我也不想放手。。

不过，她还是她，她有权选择。。我没能力阻止。。

我也不知道，我不想知道我想要则么样。。我好累了。。

好像将心关了起来。。

LVL5

I saw her update just now..

Still mis her.. That's the fate i cannot deny..

i try phone her up.. Guessing mayb her left her angry somewhere near the beach..

But, its still d same..

I remember that she told me that i did many mistakes whereas i didn't realize it as she olso so not gone tel me..

She told me once.. Dun make me angry.. U knw how ugly it looks and hows the level go to.. Level 5 is the limit that she gave me.. I always on lvl 2 o 3 but this time.. I really go out of it..

I am sory for wat i said.. I dun wane end up this way.. Ur birthday wish stil i haven receive.. I hoping.. Not wishing.. Praying to myself that .. something call miracle will show up and let me once again believe that this world is full of feelings by every single life-subject in this world..

Level 5... I miss u..

An amaze sunday..

Yesterday, which is sunday.. As an normal ruitine for me to get up.. Tak a few moment of preparation have my cup of glucose waiting some body picking me toSEntosa for my football sesion. Hahs.. I was counting on it actually.. As keny pick me up las minute.. I was like sob sob.. Webt to danz house and then wait him to prepare.. But unfortunately.. Luck was n the other side.. He don't even wake up.. Hahas.. Dis was d 1st time i saw him nt prepared.. Kakx.. Amazingly shocked me off.. Hahas.. Later thn tat.. I decide nt to go kick cz danz was nt going.. Hehe.. Telling him wat happen las nite.. hehe..

After that, we went off.. To the park near by.. Thinking bec as my childhood years.. Play swing, get a ride bec to my old day.. Days that doesn't brg me any trouble.. I am so miss those days.. Call up Mrs lee .. hahas.. She like.. 'i am awake but i'm blur.. ' Hahas..

She said.. Gv me a min to brush my teeth.. Hehe.. Hapi she said so.. Bt, for us to thx her appreciation, we went off to her house.. After reach, found that we are exhausted and mostly HUNGRY ... Kek tiok.. So decide to have breakfas.. kakasx.. I am hapi with tat.. cz stomatch was making the druming sound in side.. kakax..

Fuel up, Pick sleepy mr lee.. hahas.. Thn went off 2 BOMBAY MASALA.. Love love it.. As me n danz looking forward for d roti canai for soooooo loooooong.... bombay masala.. was the place for us.. Love it.. Cheap yet nice.. hehe..

W ent bec to jln song.. hehe.. so.. Tak yong'su icecream.. waited for long enuf le.. hehe.. after tat..
Went bec ma chung garden.. c wane go whr.. all in a sudden.. we all decide.. GO SWIM.. wah.... song song.. long din go le.. mizzz.. go mbks d.. lucky for us.. packed our things fas enuf.. and d sky show its mercy on us as our determination for swim are high enuf..

Its was an tired swim thn we all went bec hom.. wohu~ dis is a nic sunday..

好吗

有时，

没人能懂。。

有时，

我也不了解。。

有时，

我不想知道。。

到底我真的那么子在乎你吗？？

为了什么？？

爱？朋友的关怀？ 恨你？ 还是。。。

真真去考虑考虑。。了解。。懂了之后，再来爱你。。

迟吗？还好啦。。

算了。我每天都在讲算了。。但。。

真真放弃是几时？？ 她？ 1年。。 你呢？？

你尝试叫我爱上另一个。。能吗？？在伤害多一个？ 我才不要。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Break of tHE CYCLE..

today has finally come..

I knw it will come bt i duno wen..

Disappointment will step into along as she walk away..

time never show its love to me as i lack of love..

love u?? Care bout u..

Wat is d thing come bec??

Sadness.. Loneliness.. 24/7 ready to accompany u when u down..

ya.. tats wat i get in return.. Bt i appreciate evry moment with u..

Loving u..

knowing you better

了解你
knowing you
时间是唯一的阻碍
time is the thing that stop me fro knowing
但，but

经过今晚，
after tonight
有些答案
some answer
有些谜底

something
我都有了头绪
i got the idea
还没在方块屏好之前
before the puzzle are solved
我是不会告诉你的
i won't tell u
这考验我的耐心
this is going to test my patience

一点一点
bit by bit
一天一天

day by day
让我
let me
慢慢的
slowly
了解你
knowing you

跟加爱你
and more love u

Beyond

2mrw start le..

A week tat i m counting off..

A week tat i m looking forward to..

7 days tat will enrich my life meaningfullly..

Its exam week..

D only reason i m happy is because after exam..

Its HOLIDAY..

Take a look beyond d sadness, Dis is how i look on my future..

Look On U..

I m waiting the days of happiness between us..

Night that full of sounds..

my feeling at night 26/10

i wish u could listen,hear,and heard what i try to say to u..

Thanks for ur corncen.. Past tense jiu past tense.. At least i try, no regret..

I don't know how to talk already.. So, i choose to shout..

There's no moon, no stars , no nothing but there are tears , sadness of a person and a sad theme song to accompany me to spend the rest of the night. Good night

After a sleepless night and a silent morning, i found out there something more for me to take care off.. Thx owh all fwens for ur concern.. kam xia kam xia..

should i envy his courage o learn frm d mistake that he had made..?


This is my feeling that i been through.. Doing correctly need courage.. Do wrongly need consequence that i will pay in the future..

Which should i choose?? Better dun choose.. JZ LET IT BE..

无言

在那里？？

爱到底在哪里？？

我好想你。。

无比的想念着你。。

如果看到你，思念和爱都能在你身上找到。。

这样给你带走我很多的回忆。。

美好的还是不美好的都交给了你。。

希望。。

还是希望啦。。

Eat eat eat

hahas.. long time din eat le.. hehe..
Nt say din eat lah.. Is din eat sushi 9 sushi king..
hahas.. dis shop r.. cheated me sooo much r..
hahas.. still remember those day whr we always go sushi..

tat day is Our Eat Queen~ fanny cheo mah.. so all we on lo.. gt promotion mah.. below r some photo of sushi..

Long waited

lasnite.. Extreme willl jz b find to pronounce the nite..

I dun reli thought that i will B thr.. B i olso wen.. hehe.. Saw her get out bt i m try to squish to the sardin can..

Slip through the side, felt it, as she walk past.. She went off.. Haiz.. Wat a xxx..

Thn, she turn bec.. kakax..

late post

Jz uplaod sm thing..

Plan wan go cut hair.. Bt end up shopping.. C those pic n u will gt it d..Big big, heavy heavy rain falls in a flash after that.. Felt sorry for them.. Hop them cn hv their home fix soon..

Bing le!!

Dis nt d MSN d Bing lah.. Is Sick..(pronounce in Chinese)

2day fall sick le.. So sienz.. D saliva flow like d non-stp pipe water..

So terrible..

K lah.. Slp 1st.. Night to all..

Fly

How u wish that u could fly??

Actually u are.. Time fly and pass so do ur time..

Happy moment lets us remember what really happen and tell us that the world is a nice place..

Sad moment lets us realize we have problem and the world is a mean palce to live on..

Actually,its base on yourself how u look at it.. Problems seems a puzzle that u solve and gets some rewards at the end in terms of life experience..

Teenage life is very energetic , friends are everywhere , happiness surround us and our only problems is our parents..

To those teenagers like me, don't really care on our main responsibility.. We only do what we thought is happiness to us..

But after f5, everything change.. Life, friends, everything in your life takes a new turn a go into a really new path..

Time fly so do ur life.. Precious every moment that you are having, don't hesitate to do stuff that really will make u regret for the rest of your life.. Live happily and do whatever u like..

。。没气了。。

太阳大大，最怕是什么？？

就是站在太阳底下咯。。

今天，文的车的后轮胎突然泄气了。。

哇，我还是第一次遇到这种情况了。。

老天爷要考考我们这些新手，换轮胎的技术。

nd很快就从他车里拿出一些‘道具’（不知是真的还是那里混来来的）。。

我们就全副武装去修理修理那轮胎。。

刚开始时还好。。都没遇到多大问题。。

拆除了轮胎的锁，我，jee,ann,nd就帮忙那轮胎。。

哪里知道？？e!!轮胎拿不出。。肯定被什么锁了。。就找啊找。还是找没有。。文就告诉我们是在轮胎的中间。。那是有点觉得自己很失败。。

好了，后备胎出来了。。新问题来了。。为什么不能出来的？？哦。。原来是卡住了。。

我们全部都绞尽脑汁。。文还说用木能让它出来。。不过有了木却不知敲那里。。

没办法了。。唯有找专业人士。。

我和安就出去学校附近的车店。。问他们。。有啊！！那时还几高兴一下。。

那个人来到。。脚踢踢两三下，轮胎出来了。。几厉害一下咯！！

文就跟谁那个专业人士去补胎。。

很快的，rm15就到手。。文还几气一下咯。。哈哈。。

事情就到一段落了。。我们过后就各自回家。。

文在专心
换胎

w her

My life with her

It's been quite a long time me n her SMS each other and be caring each other d life..

Although we are apart, we can sense when the other are now sad, or even down in their life.

I am very happy that i meet her but also sad when i know her.. I try very hard to like her..

She is just being herself as for so long le.

Everything from A-Z can relate on our life,our every minutes every seconds..

I have nothing to hope but just wish that she understand..

THx Da

Sun

After continue yesterday d adventure.. wah.. i ply ply ply till 2++ baru reach n\hom n tido..
cz... 2day nid.. Pei Sua.. (mountain climbing)

hehe.. early morning our OC (teo wee ann) olady sms me 2 wak me up.. wk up liao jiu sooo tired u noe.. bei tahan le.. thn i go mic hs w8.. thy say group thr mah.. wah.. Mic haven out olso.. i thought i d las 1.. hehe.. amne tau.. i m d 1st bah.. hehe

thn we went for breakfas.. reli tired le.. bt after breakfas jiu better le.. hahas.. i cal up shuan wei n tel him to b prepare.. pick him up nw.. n he was like so nervous n shock.. hahas.. pity him.. thn we went off to matang.. all d way we talk about d past .. hahas.. XIANG DANG NIAN is d words u always hear wen u sitting in side d car w us.. hahas.. kek tiok.. seems like sooo old olday..

after that.. we went to vian hs.. ehhe.. soooo long din go her hs liao.. hahas.. thn afetr everything sets.. we went off. to Kubah National park.. hahas.. start d journey very song.. enjoy.. hahas.. getting higher jiu tiam liao..

wen we reach bout 1500 feet.. thr we reli hv a though time.. bt wei le d face n d las 1 nid chia eat mah so... we all cheong cheong cheong till d end..

after that.. i,non,vian n nd... went off quickly.. cz thy say 2000+ feet thr very very slip .. so.. wat to do.. cheong r... hahas.. i hv a good method 4 u.. sing along d way up.. its faster n u dun hv another mouth to complain.. hahas.. so as time pas by.. u won felt any tired.. we can say no rest after that.. nge nge cheong.. hahas.. sienz le..

bt wen we reach d top.. hehe.. song r.. i mean d view.. all tiredness r all forgoten jz for a short period of time.. hahas.. reli amazing le d view.. hehe.. like it..thn follow by mic n khai thn baru ann huat n jee.. reli amzing 4 jee n haut to come up to d hill top.. thy hv great determination n strength.. Clap clap clap for thm.. yahu.. hahas...

after that.. we ate our lunch.. thn u noe wat happpen..?? all start to get camera n ka cak here n thr.. hahas.. its our born nature mah.. hahas.. after that we went off to tak group photo.. hehe.. so many jokes wen we tak group photo.. duno hu d idea is wane tak a jumping photo bah.. NG so many time.. (hahas.. only wee ann gt it cz he always non-stp jumping mah..)hahas.. thn finaly.. we mange to tak.. thn we took manage to tak it.. hehe.. thn do many stupiak bt yet funy d act.. ahhas..

thn we went off down d hill.. wah.. wen we up.. we hop gt down hill d.. wen down hill we hop gt uphill d.. haiz.. tats human.. kek tiok.. thn bout 1500 feet... rain rain cum le.. haiz.. we all wet wet ki.. bt song olso lah.. hahas.. gila human..

we reach d kaki gunung bout 4 smtg.. thn straightly bec vian d hs.. thn later we sesat on d way bec matang.. hahas.. kek tiok..

Saturday

Hehe.. its been a few days bec that i din't update my blog.. hehe..
busy mah + mooncake festival.. hahas.. and my com olso.. dun mention that..

dis morning.. i wake up super early.. d nite b4 tido nt soo late lah.. hehe.. bout 1 am.. hehe..
2 me dis kuan of lang of coz nt late lo.. hehe..

thn i went to alison d hs.. fix com lo.. if nt le.. bt she consider kind hearted liao lah.. hahas.. cz she prepare my Bing Pi mooncake 4 me.. hehe.. nt bad nt bad.. gud fwen.. hahas.. thn after finisheed her thing.. went to wen hs.. wah.. sooo mizzz her.. cz bout 3 months din saw her liao.. she went off 2 kl to stdy mah..

i reach her hs n help her do COM olso.. hehe.. nw many of my fwen noe im gud in that field le.. hehe.. sombong pulak.. kakaz.. thn after finish do that.. wah.. still early.. bout 10++ niak.. siez lo.. cz nid w8 dada til 1130 bru dpt go spring n help her buy LAN card.. haiz.. so wat to do.. tel wen i sty 8 her place lo.. hehe.. ntg wrg bah.. gud fwen bah.. thn pei chi cal.. ask wen if she 8 hom o nt.. she cheo us both go spring mah.. thn i m like.. since ntg to do.. i go lah.. hahas.. ( wallet sai no niak) hahas..

after we reach.. i baru realize taht i haven tak my breakfas so do wen.. n d rest of us.. hahas.. go 2 SR eat lo.. hehe.. we talk n talk thr.. thn pei chi told us that thy wane go watch Far Cry.. bt me n wen dun hv intrest in that so.. jz 'u ppl go bah,we do window shopping'.. hahas.. nt bad lah..

thnthy leave us both so thy cn do window shopping 1st.. hahas.. thn suddenly, wen ask me if i had watch whr gt ghost yet..thn i say no so she suggest us go watch movie.. we fas fas went up n c wat tim d movie gt lo.. hehe .. lucky gt 1430 d.. hahas.. bought 2 seats n went bec toSR to w8 4 dada..

Dada bought her fwen along n we go buy her Lan card.. after that me n wen saw our watch.. baru 1pm.. hw.. we stil gt 1 and a half hour kok.. so.. we decide.. go osim,ogawa,wondertoys,n nichii.. act is almost evry shop in spring we went in.. hahas.. we even go to d luggage shop.. hahas.. d shop ppl though that we both r couple n introduce d luggage to us.. hahas.. so we r like.. dun mind.. after that.. we went to fitness center n try all type d gadget.. hahas..

thn we went to buy smthing for our movie.. hehe.. after d movie.. wah.. spring suddenly becom super crowded.. kek tiok that tim.. hahas.. thn we fas fas bec hom cz both of us gt dinner .. hahas

thx wen for accompany me d whole day..

predic?? m i rite??

how bout we hv prediction b4 things happen on us..??

i am just a normal person bt i somhw cn sense that my com is goin to spoilt.. in a short tim..

bt, din thought tat it was dis short.. i m sooo sad cz.. com is olday a part of my life.. i mayb cn stand 1 day din on9.. bt i reli knt stand 2 day.. hahas.. so fei hua..

haiz..
staying update and doing my things through internet is wat my daily life would be..

bt i hop that i will focus my thing.. i mean other thing.. i will try to bec to wat so called student life..

BOOK BOOK BOOK..

u been through a student life thn u will noe wat tat so-called exciment in our teenage life year..

its rather sad thn other feeling that i m feeling nw..

wat to do.. wait lo..

>hope that my light of life will come soon after all d lightness night<

hahas..

yesterday nt bad lah.. did smthing i wanted to do long time ago d.. hehe..

erm.. always 8 d side envy ppl le.. hehe.. bt envy olso a kind of encouragement.. a motivation olso..

hahas.. nid work hard in evry step of our life.. dis is wat i learn for d past few months..

world of reality is colorful,meaningful and olso disgusting and mean..

appreciate wat u have and set a goal for it.. hahas.. no matter wat type of goal u set.. even if like me.. wane get higher 5cm o wane get fat 5kg..( almst imposible d lah..) hahas.. wat 2 do.. hope niak lo..

erm.. i m hapi with my height and weight.. hehe.. i olso hapi w my life..

gt u.. gt me.. hahas... all by myside.. kawai..

..XxX..

erm..
wondering.. if.. i am gone.. hu r goin 2 remeber me??
dis is me.. i am hu i m...
u jz fxxk off..
wat u said n tel is lies n lise..
u sucks..
u r mean n ridiculous.. u sucks..
hw cn i step into ur life n was once sooooooooooooo appreciate u??
u sucks n jerk...
kimaknya kau..

Movie...!!!!

Yeah.. Goin for movie..
hahas.. stil cn on9 a while while waiting sexy n hot Winnie come to pic me.. hahas..
sure she kek tiok wen saw dis post.. hahas..
goin watch final destination4 .. hehe
long tim din go movie le.. hehe..

..em..

rits been over there months.. its fo sure everyday we sms.. mayb, that's the way we show our care to each other..

i was so so attracted to her, she is rather crazy thn being a normal human beings. this is my first impression to her.. nice crazy bt yet stubborn.. I thought that i can with stand her attitude.. ya, i did it.. Bt every single little thing that seems good and love by us doesn't seems we can always love it..

Dada, I LOVE U.. Bt since we gave it up.. I still keep a part of our memory in d deepest part that we will always recall..

Nic weekend..

Hahas.. Last 2 days went off to DAMAI... hahas.. mizz it sooo much le.. hehe.. if nt i think i like mati r.. after d exam.. n sooo long din go damai le.. hehe..
hehe.. a nic trip le.. we have sooo much fun boh thr.. kawai..
i wak up very late mah.. cz.. u c my last post.. too tired liao.. untill jee com my house olso din perasaan.. hahas.. thn we go pick wei ge n buy some MILO lo.. hahas.. althought we remeber milo nid to go with a can of susu.. bt we forgot that a can of susu nid a can opener.. so... wen d nex morning d breakfas we o very cham.. c d milo bt knt enjoy.. hehe..

wen arive thr very early.. cz we gt a skill ful driver e.. wahlao.. drive soooo fas bt olso safe lah..
hahas.. along d way.. he drive i think average 90 bah.. no car bah..hahas.. lucky for us n him.. kawai..
wen we arive.. we try check in mah.. wah.. cn le.. hahas.. sure go 2 d bilik fas fas lah.. hahas.. thn hahas.. like a 3 years old boys lo.. jump n jump on d beg.. hahas.. so kek tiok..hahas..
thn damn boring liao.. baru 12++ n other fwen still 8 kch bah.. ahhas..
!!!!!!......GO SWIMING LO....!!!!!!
hahas.. lucky for us.. we r nt d crazy ppl only.. gt ang mo le.. hahas.. heng lo dis tim..

later bout 1-2 pm..
we felt tired olso.. so bec to chalet.. hehe.. talk n talk thr.. hahas.. of coz kong dua pao la..
hahas... thn thy sugest go swim.. agai..!!!
hahas..
nw intresting thing cum.. hahas.. dun say lah.. klah.. respect other la ho.. hehe..
jz tat,wen a fwen is in danger, we will rescue them nt even wat le.. even risking our life le.. hehe
tats wat a fwen for.. kawai

(i left it for quite long..)nw post it out lo..

Chia Chia Si Song..

Yahu...
Exam finis liao.. hahas..
dis post should be las fri d.. bt tat day too busy liao.. hahas..

after d muet test.. i bo xin 8 skul liao.. soooo, hahas.. gt a sick lift and bec lo.. hahas.. sure my clz d ppl kek tiok le.. no teacher r goin to teach liao mah.. so might as well go hom.. correct?? hahas..

Danz pic me 8 d skul gate lo.. wah.. hahas.. he soooo good.. he olso so clever..(he noe whr my skul bah) kakaz.. hard to believe le.. hahas.. we went for breakfast lo.. Of coz nid eat lah.. For d past few day.. Din eat enuf,din slp enuf.. Blame it o on d exam.. hahas.. Wah, tat kian huat boh.. Say breakfas d mah bt kaki knt wak up.. Kena he holan lo.. hehe.. after bec hom, i continue do wes d com lo.. wes d com.. wahlao e.. so macam bomb er.. hehe..

after tat.. we went to 1tj fin alex mah.. nid him mak sure tat com stil cn use.. cause its soooo hot bag.. cn cook egg le.. sure 70% d.. hahas.. thn i wan go buy 2mrw d thing mah.. bt d weather rain lo.. sienz...

thn bec my hs.. suddenly.. liang cum boh.. hahas.. he cheo o ppl go MBO watch movie.. Bt we o like 'mai la,wat4??' hahas.. no pl wan pei him.. he sure kek tiok tilllll bomb d .. hahas.. Act,we want go singing d.. bt nt enuf ppl le.. bo bian lo.. haiz.. sienz chin boh.. kawai nya... hahas.. thn after that.. left me n wes cz huat go hom thn danz folow..

Night tim.. we out agaian.. hahas.. nid go buy thing mah.. so go 1tj again.. hahas.. sure d pl thr c us til very sienz d.. hehe... thn we bec my hom AGAIN.. hahas.. sure mami very kek tiok cz d whole day c sam d ppl d.. hehe.. act is we wait ing lee cum lah.. Hahas.. Ing lee driv a super big van.. we all go up d van n go jln song MAKAN... hahas.. whle day activity is makan makan,makan..

Thn a super bodoh+stupiak+idiot car olmst hv a crush on ing lee.. stupid driver.. hehe.. lucky he din c us after that.. hehe..Eat 8 jln song.. Over there so dua pao.. ahahs.. thn bec my hom thn on9 here til late nit baru wan go bec.. hehe...

wat a tired bt soooo wonderfull day.. nic 2 b w u o.. hehe..

快乐的不同

哈哈哈。。 看到title就以为是一张悲哀的文章了吧？？

没啦，今天的心情超好的。。

虽然，那个数学考试不大会。。不过，我在那三小时里，没睡觉。。

这样，我就很高兴了。。

因为，我尽力而为。。没有放弃。。

可能你不同意我的想法，对我来说，我知道我的本事在那里。。

所以，样样事我都尽力。。

没什么好留给我悲伤的了。。

..know it le.. XD

Hehe.. I know le.. Some people just trying to get away from our eye sight..

Its ok.. At least we been through something and know each other.. Hehe.. Take everything positively and we will be in a better mood.. hahas.. wat for angry o??

Hehe.. Always start the day with a smile.. Hehe.. All u did and done are hurtful and meaningful to me.. Ya, u are not the one that should be blame.. I am.. i start with a sucks attitude and end up like this.. But, U taught me an important lesson that i will always remember.. U sucks.. hahas.. truth that discovered by ourself is hurt bt we will always remember and its a deep deep cut that reli will lasts forever for us to know..

Thanks a lots as a friend.. I really appreciate all of u.. The days we been through.. The days we help each other.. K la.. Its time for us to say gudbye.. Nic to knwing u o..

半夜饿了..怎么办？？

哈哈。。

做电脑做到西北饿。。

好彩。。

我家附近有个不夜城。。 哈哈。。几爽一下咯。。

就到那里解决。。

哇。。 还那么多人了。。

原来。。

看球嘛。。

是精彩才一下。。

曼联对上阿申纳。。

2-1。。曼联赢了。。

明天放照片吧。。

晚安。。

welcome and goodbye 8 175

las nite we went to 175.. ar.. d fish spa..
heard ppl all over kuching were talking bout that little fish pond.. hehe..
kek tiok cz haven gt d chance to go bah. hehe..
thn, 2nite go meet a fwen..
she went off quite rush.. bt dis time olso quite rush.. haiz..
tats life .. never wait for us..

回忆

。。当地球无法停止转动，当时光无法回流。。

。。并不表示过去的就不存在。。

。。记忆中有过的欢笑和泪水，比任何一却都令人感到珍贵。。

。。我们的记忆会永远陪伴我们。。

。。直到永远永远。。

。。你们的快乐是带来明天的可能。。

。。快快追求快乐的根源吧。。

no more

我明白了。。

跟你当朋友也不错嘛。。

至少，我们有过。。 对吗？？

讲清楚也好啦好。。好过拖拖拉拉。。（很累也，睡不够)

现在你知道我是猪王了吧。。 你不比我耐睡的。。哈哈。。

伤心当然是有啊。。就看得开咯。。不要搞得像'她'一样。。（想知？？不跟你讲）kawai!!

祝福你了。。

mizz SpRiNg

## mizz spring ##

once we walk along..
..d chicken rice shop chair..
still d same buddies to the same place n same food
bt some had gone ==

mizz d days we went after clas..
mizz d days we go there eat til crazy..
mizz all of ur laughs and ur jokes..
times never pity and stop for us..
so cn only keep on missing..

still

after u slept..

i am still here..

expressing wat i thought and wat i wanted to say..

Gud luck on d math ya.. Try ur bes..
Dun pressure..

班

不错嘛。。

班有二十一个人。。

每个都有不一样的人格和态度。。

接下来的都会为你们一一介绍。。

刚开始时，

还是有点不习惯，毕竟，那班猪朋狗友。。

就不习惯。。

现在比较好点了。。

没了你们，没人陪我射老师，陪我酸老师，陪我玩牌，陪我睡觉。。

一切的一切。。

我真心的祝福你们都有好前途。。

w8

..waiting..
through this,we can c how much patience a person got,
Patient can result in another kind of caring.
Wen u care about a person,
sure that u have some special reason to do so,
Caring to a person can result into loving that person.
we sure care about the person we love and hop that can always b there for them

all and all of this start from the very origin feeling that we have to that person
WE LIKE THEM AT THE 1ST PLACE
WE LIKE TO SEE THEM EVERY MOMENT
WE MET EACH OTHER AND BE
FRIENDS

waiting,
patience,
caring,
LOVING

...874...

Any number that seem important to u??

Wait for it to appear evry moments and seconds..

So anxious to knwo what is d content.. Wat is d meaning that it brings to u??

Am i important to her? O she reli tak note of me.. There was a time that she reli always there.. Bt seems that, she has gone to her other pathway of life.. That i reli cannot join in..

She lead a perfect life and i was happy that i was there wen she was down..

I not sure wat she will have in d future bt for sure.. I am always beside u and will walk with u..

D way we met is quite hilarious actually,never thought that i wil met some1 i reli will have a crush onto.. After d 1st tim, comes d 2nd time.. Never thought that she will b bec.. Left her number thn frm that day onwards.. Thats d number that i reli waiting for it every moments..

who noe she notice it??

I CARE

2308

soooo tired er.. 2mrw skul lioa..
haiz..
hop that skul holiday come soon lo..
bt..
afetr skul holiday jiu test liao..
haiz..
bo pian lo..
so many many things to learn..
sienz r!!!

concern??

how ur parents show their concern to u..??
how would u like they show their concern??

d other way round..
how would u like ur other half to show they care about u??
how would u show that u care about them??

PARENTS can't understand that sometime,they do things wrongly.. But thy never admit it..
we would lik to have our times with fwens.. Hangging out til midnight.. But.. 'Bec by 11..','knt go XxX" and wat-so-ever.. Thy wil lik nagging us from d sec we open up our eyes.. Non-stp action..

BF/GF.. we would wan thm to sms with us.. B wit us all d time.. To have a shoulder to cry on wen we met some problems that we cant solve.. We would have a partner to talk about wat happens around us.. But smtim.. thy dun k.. Thy are more busy with other things else.. Looking to the phone and hopping a msg from them..

IF the way of parents care about us and our bf/gf care about us can be exchange.. How good that will be.. Hw perfect our life will be.. Hop that they undersatnd hw we felt and think bah..

Duno y..
Dis fel days feel soo bad..
nt only mood nt so gud bt physically olso..
always thinking of SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.....

Haiz.. Mayb is 2 much homework.. Nole..
I do it bit by bit.. Other things else bah..
I still counting on.. I mean know i understand.. Staring at the phone.. Waiting d mesage frm some1..
Hw's that feel likes..
Miserable life will be a proper words to say what i m having nw..

I dunoe y.. I cannot stp doin so.. haiz..
I wish u could listen and reaxt..
Nothing i hop more..
Always miss u..

1208

这几天都是这样。。

很短，很simple,很无聊。。

也不知道在忙什么。。

要晚上才有她的短讯。。

可能是真的忙吧。。

只有乖乖的等待咯。。

这样的感觉

这样的感觉。。

在她走时感受过。。

在她要到回来也感受过。。

现在，

又有一个让我再次感到那一种。。

就那种特别的感受。。

过去的就让它过去吧。。

爱情。。

抓得越紧就越痛苦。。

拿得起就要放得下。。

看得开就有美好的明天。。

～。～我的错

对不起。。

错与不对让你更了解我。。

错的我会变对。。

不好的我会改。。

我不是那么的完美。。

但，

我会改变。。

我不会让错也不对成为我们的绊脚石。。

明天的可能

我爱你就有明天的可能。。

对你付出无言无悔的爱意。。

给你的承诺，

给你的交代，

我都会一一将它变成可能。。

时间就是我的见证人。。

永远的爱你。。

鱼和猫的故事

看了一篇部落格。。

是十四岁情侣写的。。

突然觉得他们的感情很单纯。。 很恩爱。。

让人看了都难以相信世上还有那么单纯的爱情故事。。

我相信还有。。

只是我们经历了太多的败仗。。

对爱情的观念改变了。。

不再以前那么的单纯。。

我们也曾经拥有过。。

所以，不要在管了。。

开开心心，疯疯狂狂的谈一场恋爱吧和。。

（但要自爱）

不后悔

一把琴。。

一首歌。。

我想唱给你听。。

一份爱。。

一种感觉。。

我要对你表达。。

这是我对你的真心。。

无怨无悔的付出。。

让心中不遗憾。。

让每分爱都让你感受到。。。

00

想你的时候是一百种的感动。。

爱你的日子是我的幸福。。

不管你懂或不懂。。

我也会爱的如痴如坠。。

让你慢慢理解。。

慢慢地接受。。

我爱你

CAMP #3#

Last post on d cam..

Started d day 8 2AM.. Walao e... U noe mah.. Me nd wen n jee jz finis ply Er Da niak boh.. Wanted to slp liao.. Bt le.. D siren wak us up.. Thought is nt our buiness boh.. Mane tau.. Very sienx lo.. wak us up.. gO ply wat explorerace.. Sienz chin r...

D mata knt buka liao stil wan us to ply boh.. Tired r.. Run here n thr ... Macam monyet le.. D game last for an hour.. hehe.. Lucky cn go tido after that.. Hapi..

Nex morning, Wak up quite earli lah so s d faci-faci.. Yesterday thy wak up quite late mah.. hehe.. so kena we all complain.. hahas.. we do d poco-poco again.. AGAIN LE!!! Hahas.. dis tim cn master it liao..hehe..

After that .. we go 4.. Station game.. Yeah... Song Song...!!! Hehe.. Bt unfortunately.. gt 1 of my team member sakit.. So din down ply.. Hehe.. We ply d beach gam.. Ply d ballon d.. Flour d.. Hehe.. hv soo much fun.. Especially d itik walk.. Wah.. D leg was sooo sakit after that.. Hahas..
Long tim din exercise.. So dis is d akibat le.. hehe..

After all d games..
GO BEACH GAME yeah!!!
Dis tim ply chase n chase by d beach.. Nam belalang n belatok.. Hehe.. So much fun le..
Hahas..After all that.. we do spa wit d FOC sand.. Hehe.. Song le.. SOOO enjoy..

After all d excitement.. Come to an end of d camp.. We all felt sad to left all d fwen-ship that we jz build up.. Bt gud thing there should be an end.. Soo uNtil nex time we met.. Tak k all.. N all d bes to all d fesi fesi in ur las year of uni lif..

CAMP2

THn d nex morning... Sienz lo..
Do POCO-POCO... Walao e... Dis dance is so famous nw... go where olso gt boh.. Somehow someway is olody lik a national dance.. Stupiak Dancing.. Hahas..
After that.. Go n listen 2 d ceramah lo.. Walao e... Soooo lOng means BoRinG..

Intresting come liao.. hehe...
Beach Game.. hahas.. Wah.. So hot le.. U noe d sun r.. hanging middle in d sky le.. SUPer Big lo.. bt d pao tao nt scare lah.. Hahas.. Triple layer protection mah.. Hehe..
1st game is to DIG!! Walao e.. thy hide d sweet in d sand box as deep as 7 kaki le.. toture ppl mei??
DIG WIT A SPOON !!!! liao lo.. hahas.. lasly we manage to dig out 3 pack of sweet niak.. Haiz.. Bo bIan lo.. No luck.. Hhe.. D spoon olso turn into N shape le.. hahas..

Thn we proceed to d nex game.. Ok lah dis game.. Bt dirty.. Donnoe wat nam.. D game is lik hu mak d longest line usong wat u gt on ur body thn u can win.. Hahas.. D determination that thy wat to win sure hw dirty thy r.. Kakaz.. Y say so.. Thy r willing to ly on d beach that is sandy and wet.. Hehe.. Semua org become kotor liao that time.. Hehe.. Insya-Allah.. My team won that match.. hehe.. So d dirty works paid off..

Every1 race bec 2 d shore.. Noe y?? Cz hungry n.... THY WAN TO BATH FASTER SO NID COMPETE FOR D BATHROOM.. So stupiak boh.. hehe.. Only we a few that slow slow kai kai d.. hehe..

After lunch.. We hv a game nam telefon berkarat.. Aiyo.. Dis gaem very funny .. Is a game that d mesage nid to past to evry member thn d las person say to d judge.. Soooo Malang.. My team ppl all catch no ball.. Hahas.. Die lo.. hehe..

Nightmare dtg liao.. Performance on d nite9.. Hehe.. We came out wit a funny idea le.. Hahas.. SOOOOOOO Bodoh r.. If wane noe.. Ask me personally.. Hehe..

Thn every1 have sooo much fun that nite.. Is lik a concert that every enjoy n workhard for it d.. hehe..

THn D nex day.......XxXxXxXxXxXx

CAMP

Bec dis few day go camping 8 Siar Beach lo..
Oraganize by unimas, hahas, lucky gt ah ann told us n help us 2 get 2 d camp.. hehe.. THX ann...

24 july
- Din go skul le.. Me fan,ting n jee.. Lucky din go le, only mUet teacher gt go into d cls.. so song lo 4 d fwen 8 skul.. hehe.. Dis trip r.. we nt even hav to pay a sen r.. Unimas mmg kaya owh.. No nid us to pay.. Hahas.. Bout nine i wak up liao bt lazy wak up.. Spin & spin at the bed.. Ann pic me go c ah non 8 skul.. We talk talk n talk til d blackie c us n chase non away le.. Sienz lo c tiok him.. Haiz..
Thn we go fin zhen lo.. Wah.. D polis very very rajin owh.. Cn c thm everywhere boh.. Thought wat hapen kok.. Yuan lai is d agong coming 2 kch lo.. while we w8 4 zhen.. we do wat we use 2 do..
!!!TAK PHOTO!!!
Tak zhen go eat thn balik rumah.. Walao e.. haven packing yet.. Lupa ki.. Thn i pack very rushly.. cz nid met 8 skul bout 2 mah.. i reach hom olmst 1.30 le.. takut le..
wen reach.. c tiok other fwen olady thr liao.. n d bus olso.. hahas luckily d bus is
FULLY AIRCON..
thn along d way d huana gal sing sing n sing.. ei lik ppl concert non stp d le..
wen reach thr.. we saw d BANGALAOW tta ann talk about.. hahas.. wooden hs lai d.. cheat us.. hahas.. we tak our thing down thn strt game directly.. wah.. non stp d le..
thn eat lo.. walao e.. i m nt use 2 d food lo..
thn nite tim ply berstu teguh bercerai roboh..
we male vs male faci..
pia pia pia pai..
sing sing sing sing..
tahan tahan tahan tahan..
lastly..
WE WON!!!
..YEAH..
song er.. thn fas fas go slp le.. hehe.. lucky 4 us guy.. we slp in a aircon rom.. bt
dada cal.. so talk n talk until 3 i baru slp..
continue 2mrw wit other post

Hold On... Its nt over yet..

After 6 months of 'bookless' days... I 'm bec on study mode...

It's a rough and hard start as i thought... Nothing seems familiar and everything is weird...

Friends that were together , were scattered around... (MIZ u o always...)

Hiaz... Once we were so closed and now...

Things are like this.. Without d sadness that we felt before.. We will never appreciate knowing the simple little thing that seems normal but brg out happiness that are priceless...

Although now we are away from each other... We can still contact... Although not like we use to be, but Hold on, Its not over yet...

...its been sooo long...

Wah, miss those days le...
hehe, those days when we are so dedicated to sport lo...
knt believe le... nw do abit of sport niak.. walao e... whole body pain til lik goin to be tear apart..

Friday...

Fwen cheo ply ball mah, cause 2mrw will be a match... Basketball le... Me knt ply d lo... Haiz... always make mistake niak.. haiz... thn d sun is super hot lo... Afternon le... 11++ le... Wat u think...
Tat time run run niak.. reli beitahan.. nt lik old times..

Saturday...

Stil ok lah.. I jz ply bit bit cz dunnoe hw 2 ply mah.. haiz... bt we manage to get no.3 olso... hehe... ok laio lah... dun hiam..

Sunday...

Hp rang up.. Kenny col.. wat??? thn ask go kick ball.. hahas... long tim din futsl olso... thn go lo.. ply til quit tiam lo... hehe... after bec... wah.. body all mogok er.. dun wan work.. thn bo bian lo.. SLEEP lo... hahas...

Mst always go exercise.. Dun always facing d com.. hahas.. Nt gud 4 d body le.. hehe..

precious memory

XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

That morning lo, hahas, forgot which morning liao... @@
I n andy... Sienz lo... dun wan go d assembly... listen 2 d stupiak...
hehe... thn we go look here n there.. c gt place hide o nt... hahas... lik criminal..
thn... saw ann d car... e... blur blur... bt seem gt 2 head inside... hehe...
me n andy jump inside lo... talk talk talk... all is wu liao d thing...
hahas..
below r photos...2 prove hw clever we r
nw no more non le... all d bes 4 u over thr.. jia u.. ...

Mr..... Potato.....

>>>>Potato in Tube<<<<<
(special recipe for everyone )

.....C it in a close distance....

2day we do some experiments on the potato... Hehe... Kolian d potato... Cause we have to get some part of it niak... D outcome will be like d french fries that we ate 8 MCD lo... hahas..
At last we found that we are out of potato... Hahas... Kolian xi... Thn have to ask here n there for POTATO le... hahas... D whole experiment is quite fun lah... Hehe...