一下下。。

好想你。。
好想你。。

那些年，这出戏。。
我坚持要和你一起看。。
情感交叉，凌乱复杂。。我不知为什么，我也一直都在寻找答案。。

有时候，我就像柯腾。。
因为害怕失去，所以选择不想去懂这个答案。。
就为了，再让我喜欢你多一下下。。

那一下下，微不足道，但，却，百感交集。。
那一下下，让我的世界停止转动，但，我世界就不过是你的心。。
那一下下，让我有无比的冲力，无比的能量，继续漫行，但，却也能让我，畏畏缩缩，不再敢踏出那早已设定好的安全界限。。
那一下下，让我不能做我自己，让我变得无穷的卑微，失

去我的信心。。
那一下下，刚刚的一下下，让我听见你的声音。。让我继续的跨步迈前。。

请让我继续喜欢你。。 <3

煎熬

路遥知马力。。
lu yao zhi ma li..
我们的确走了不远。。
wo men di que zou le bu yan..
我们对彼此，
wo men dui bi chi..
从依赖，爱护，爱戴。。
chong yi lai, ai hu, ai dai..
到约束，过护，操纵。。
dao yue su,guo hu, chao chong..


但，我们的原念却没改变。。
dan, wo men de yuna nian que mei gai bian..
不变少，反而，增加了许多。。
bu bian shao, fan er, zheng jia le xu duo..
多到我们没法再控制我们对彼此的感觉。。
duo dao wo men mei fan zai kong zhi wo men dui bi chi de gan jue..

这种感觉让我们无法正常的思考，
zhe zhong gan jue rang wo men wu fa zheng chang de shi kao,
这种感觉让我们无法用理智去做每样事。。
zhe zhong gan jue rang wo men wu fa yong li zhi zhu zhuo mei yang shi..
这种感觉让我们无法站在对方的观念去对待每一件突发状况。。
zhe zhong gan jue rang wo men wu fa zhan zai dui fang de guan nian qu dui dai mei yi jian tu fa de zhuang kuang..

这也是一种自我的锻炼，
zhe shi yi zhing zhi wo de duan lian,
慌了，就，完了。。
huang le, jiu , wan le..


这世上很多事都是徒劳无功的，
zhe shi shang hen duo shi dou shi tu lao wu gong de,
但，没有一件事是TA的没意义。。
dan, mei you yi jian shi shi ta de mei yi yi..


伤痕，诺影诺现。。
shang hen, nuo ying nuo xian..
伤痛，阵阵啄痛。。
shang tong, zhen zhen zhuo tong..
我们的每一步都带我们到今天这个局。。
wo men de mei yi bu dou dai wo men dao jin tian zhe ge ju.
带到这，怎样走就要看我们的造化了。。
dai dao zhe, zen yang zou jiu yao kan wo men de zhao hua le..

不要气馁，不要放弃。。这就是我。。
bu yao qi nei, bu yao fang qi..zhe jiu shi wo..
不想，不要，和，千千万万都不要没有努力就将我所爱，珍惜，爱护的TA就这样从手心里随风飘离我的目光。。
bu xiang,bu yao, zhe, qian qian wan wan dou bu yao mei you nu li jiu jiang wo shuo ai,zhen xi,ai hu de TA jiu zhen yang chong shou xin li sui feng piao li wo de mu guang..

我在学习，
wo zai xue xi,
这过程，多长，多久，。。
zhe ge guo cheng, duo chang, duo jiu..
谁都很难说个准。。
shui dou hen nan shuo ge zhun..

我确定。。
wo que ding..
我一定熬的过！！
wo yi ding ao de guo..

脚诲

好久好久。。
hao jiu hao jiu..

忘了多久。。
wang le duo jiu..

怀念以前的我们，快乐的我们。。没有吵闹，闹别扭多于争执。。
huai nian yi qian de wo men, kuai le de wo men..mei you chao nao bie niu duo guo zheng zhi..

不知道什么时候开始，争吵代替了我们沟通的方程试，互不相让成为了我们珍惜彼此的态度。。
bu zhi dao shen me shi hou kai shi,zheng chao dai ti le wo men gou tung de fang chang xi,hu buxiang rang cheng wei le wo men zheng xi bi chi de tai du..

一直到那一天，我永远都得记得的那一天。。
zhi dao na yi tian,wo yong yuan ji de de na yi tian..


爱你，原来可以那么的简单。。
ai ni, yuan lai ke yi na me de jian dan..

不用什么花桥，不用花言巧语。。
bu yong shen me hua qiao, bu yong hua yuan qiao yu..

你要的真的只有那么的卑微。。
ni yao de zhen de zhi you na me de bei wei..

对不起。。我真的不懂，我没学会。。
dui bu qi.. wo zhen de bu dong,wo mei xue hui..

让你担心了。。
rang ni dan xin le..


我会加油。。我会！！
wo hui jiao you!!


没关系。。我会努力。。
mei guan xi, wo hui nu li..

傻傻的我。。笨笨的我，一定能让你幸福。。
sha sha de wo.. ben ben de wo, yi ding neng rang ni xing fu..


爱，不单是付出，还是一种接授和包容。。
ai, bu dan shi fu chu, hai shi yi zhong jie shou he bao rong..

你的教诲，毕生难忘。。
ni de jiao hui, bi sheng nan wang..

没有你，没有我。。 谢谢你。。
mei you ni, mei you wo.. xie xie ni..

我们的脚印，我们的经历。。
wo men de jiao yin,wo men de jin li..

将我们带去另一个人生的高峰。。
jiang wo men dai qu ling yi ge reng sheng de gao feng..

你是我最幸福的事。。 ＜３
ni shi wo zhui xing fu de shi..

is been a while.. is been awhile..

awhile for everything to proceed so fast and so fast until nothing really seems matter but only the result..

the in-between maybe hash but who knows.. in between maybe a lots of tears bitter and sour but who knows..

no matter how.. the journey had not yet come to a end.. is just a turning points..

take a step closer.. take a step slower..

look around and see whats is around you..

take a breath.. feel the aroma and the feel it with all u within..

Is a hard feeling.. Who knows??
I said n sad.. U say.. I know i know..
I dunno.. Wen do i matter?? I duno.. I slp now to avoid the hash truth..
Nite9

原来，你要先like才能dislike。。

这就是人生。。

it was never easy..

is was never hard..

it is also the easiest thing to do and the hardest to accomplish..

with a slight mistake you will fall onto the ground..

with a key of success you will be on top of the world..

nothing being easy.. i love u..

i have the faith..

i have the faith tat it wil last forever..

so the small heart is til near my heart..

having it always.. cherishing it always..

loving it like there is no forever..!!!

I LOVE U

U

understan is all i have..

love is all i give..

care is all i share..

nothing more nothing less..

always trust than have a chance to care for u and always understand than among all and all..

always LOVING U..

never mine,

never thou,

always our..

hurts alot

it is so rough day..

it been 2 weeks dy.. i hate this 2 weeks..

my final is on the line so do my hearts..

i always loose my emotion in public whenever im thinking of u..

yesh is 520...

doremi always..

tears to sleep..

tears to awake..

tears to forget..

tears to hurt..

tears to know..

tears to sadness..

and most of all..

tears to LOVE..

...

thinks..

thinking...

and thought..

i always wane to be good in life..

now i lost wat i appreciate the most for the past i duno how longs..

i m stil d idiot that holding the strings tight..

family.. i love u..

it means alots since i come here.. i wish i can see them reallysoon.. is all about them now..

no, is all about thm all the time.. i know i am silly and stupid.. i s all u all now..

真的没那么简单。。

好想好想你。。

我真的不是以气用事。。

好爱好爱。。

为我明天的final加油。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！

U knw

U knw

changes

changes.. there can be alots of changes.. alots~~~~

but remember.. changes only will be appreciate when u change from bad to gud.. and yesh.. tat is..

from bad to gud..

u will i knw.. alot of them dunno.. so no nid let thm knw la..

whn i saw that status.. just right after i type my blog..

ifelt very gald.. my tears drops as it really prove to me that.. i had taken the 1st steps to change..

waoh.. it really surprize me..

i wan to tel u.. i nvr forgot those promise.. nvr forget doreami stand for wat..

nevery forget forever and ever.. nvr forget damai.. what we gonna do thr..

so many..

i knw one day.. u will b a very beautiful person.. nt only ur personalities but also they way u are.. i am glad.. i am very happy..

there alots more goin thru this changes.. stay strg and u will nvr get fal down so easily.. dun

gv up as i nvr gv up 2.. OK??

do ur super duper best.. kick all the bads away and hello new Garfield.. !!!

Garfield

now, this, is the best time i continue the blogging over here..

i been so not enuf use of time.. bt i been so try hard, harder and hardest to please u..

plese with all my heart..

is ok for now.. u wlk away and learn new things as time go by..

i wan u 2 learn as how i learn before.. how i get hurt and learn all my mistakes..

picking up all the pieces that scattered all around..

i knw u can be a all-rounder.. trust me.. no nvr mis-look me.. mis understand me.. or even mis-trust me..

i will show u.. the decision of this really giv us a very nice chance to live out of our shadows and circle..

this wil teach us how gud will live be..

there a things about me.. u knw it.. u c it and i hope i pray u understand it..

still will hold the strings tight bt not too tights ans it may break.. letting it go sometim will rest ur self and prepare more in th enear future..

u got the chance to choose what u really wan.. so live on to it.. jia u..

doremi dududu lululu~~~

seni seviyorum.. GARFIELD!!!!

hehe.. new life..

wah.. its bee a long time i din blog le.. hehe

sooooooooooo looooooong o.. u all sure miss me le.. hehe..

here a.. nt so gud le.. nt vry gud o..

haiz.. d transport a.. kch better la.. hehe.. here pui pui pui...!!!!!

kao lat a.. hehe..

will have more pic soon.. tak k a..

ya.. a new year.. nice.. more to update~~~