SO,...

After long waited.. I make some changes..

Did some improvement, but still not so enough..

In matter of time.. effort towards life did show the report card..

I fail some and pass some.. So, gonna read through my mistakes and pray hard that i wont step on the same shit again..

Form 6, u gave me my extreme.. My extreme in challenge.. Knowing where my limits.. Knowing my weakness and unhealthy habit.. Knowing myself lazyness won't take me far enough to reach my dreams..

Dabie, U gave me everything that i ever dream off.. the attention from someone i care.. The love i need so much.. I am cherishing this every seconds.. Words that hurts u i cannot rewind it back but i promise.. I won't do those stupid things that u dun like..

So, here the conclusion, u play hard, make a mistake.. learn from it and go on with ur life and do not do the same mistake again..

错了

错的？我这次真的错了。。

还是错的很离谱，犯下了超级大错。。

这次不能怪别人，这是我的选择。。

都到了今天这个地步，我没选择，只好继续往前冲。。

我的天使在唱歌？ 就是你的不厌其烦地唠叨。。

我的闹钟的滴答？就是你发送来的信息铃声。。

我的呼吸的喘气？就是你吩咐我的家务使命。。

我的一切就是我的你。。我不要受伤害，所以我竭尽所能的去爱你。。

我不甘我们的故事就在这写上了句号，我只想是个逗号，让我们休息后，再往前冲！！

我会我会，我答应，我会的。。

tahan kin!!!!!!!!!!

woo~ so tired le.. it's been a long way.. i mean a very long one..
stdy? life? anything beside tat? nola.. mostly is tat both.. is really vry hard liao lo.. hahas.. bt stil can hold on la..

ehhe.. so coming to the ned of september.. woo~~ so lefting bout 50 days? ya wabi..
nt so easy tahan til here.. hehe.. it become so much harder thn wat i had been thru..
so is a very interesting year.. hahas.. developping the inner potential of everyone in a hard environment.. yeah.. is goin to end soon.. arh.. reaching for a diff in the future..

so? hw was it? i mean life.. er.. nothing more or less.. of course .. tears .. joyfulness.. sure ya.. so every one who is taking stpm out there.. hold on.. stil gt a few more days.. tahan kin.. we can do it d.. bo bian liao.. nw left a few months.. fight hard le.. don have any regret on this le k??

tahan kin AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BB

伪装。。 你的伪装最为人不过了。。

谎言。。你的谎言是最叫人动心。。

善恶。。你的善恶将我排在最边。。

你就是那么好命，总是有疼爱你的人在你的身旁，我没像你那么好命。。

你真的非常幸运，总是拥有那么多的第二个机会。。

好吧。。再见了朋友。。

after tat week

After finish that tiring week.. hahas.. exam is over.. so, is gud..
tat day also means bie bec to kuching.. so hapy with it.. hehe..

she bec baru i cincai go here n there d.. having alot of great time together.. hehe.. i knw.. if no here.. i guai guai sty home cz no place to go n no ppl cheo.. T.T sad chin chin.. hahas..

em.. have a vry gud 2 weeks.. alot happen.. and yesterday she jz bec kl.. will b meeting her 3 months later.. wahalo~.. soooooo long lo.. bt bo bian.. yup.. bo bian.. so stdy hard to make d miracles happens.. i m goin yup i am.. so hope it happen..

fights argument tears smile laugh joyfulness are d feeling and things that sure will we have.. nt always sweet sweet d ma.. so hw? let it be.. got thru it and c d things behind all those taught..

看开

曾经欢笑过。。

。。曾经流泪过

心在淌血。。

。。泪在溪流

起来，转身。。

。。抬起胸膛

！！大步跨前！！

继续往前迈进
美好的记忆就留在大脑的深海里

割爱

那么久。。
我都要在现实和梦想中抉择。。

好痛好痛。。
曾经，梦想离我很近但，现实将它带得好远好远。。

曾经很久的我。。
为梦想而追求生活，现在，我却为明天的现实而烦恼。。

好累。。
疲惫的生活，懊恼的节奏，都变成动力。。

割去我所爱的，放下我所追求的。。
我。。暂时放下！！

到最后

回到了过去，回到了原点。。

回到我原来的开始，我不想，但，没办法。。

选择权不在我这。。开始了。。

没有机会了吗？我不知道。。至少，我曾努力过。。

呐喊？崩溃？泪水？这些我都不想再经历了。。

没关系，看得开点，我不再是两年前的我了。。

收放自如的心情，金钟罩，已经将它练得没让自己那么容易受伤害。。

到最后，还是你的谎言胜过我的努力。。

almost..

Ok.. now is aug le.. so.. d nightmare come to the high part le.. hahas.. ok..
all is coming to the end le.. so work hard and work very hard.. goin to do impossible .. jz let it be something impossible..

i hate exam.. exam leads to another level of life.. haiz.. but.. stil come.. so bo bian lo.. exam jiu exam ba..
learn learn learn.. stdy stdy stdy.. gt any better idea ma?? arh.. bo bian la..

i hope all of this 1 and a half year ends perfectly.. ok?? try ur bes.. gud luck..

我不喜欢做等待的人

斗？zua ti zua te

井水楼台先得月，向阳花木易为春？

你等久久吧小弟弟。。

乳臭？还是有那一点丁的腥味吧。。

跟我斗？才华洋溢都比不过我的十八般武艺。。

乐器？悦耳动听的旋律都可以网上下载。。

还有吗小弟弟？？

深情王子的时代已过，才华洋溢吃不饱，悦耳的音乐都要有包装。。

活泼的小孩最快乐，精通武艺强身健体，BT下载应有尽有。。

小弟弟，加油吧。。大哥哥等你的挑战。。

略懂是我的左右铭，胜利是我的本能。。

爱她，是他她给我一辈子的责任。。

输。想

输了，

输给一个乳臭未干的小伙子。。

输给一个才华洋溢的小伙子。。

输给了你自己。。

你相信吗？你相信她吗？你相信她会做出同等伤害你的事吗？

我不知道。。我不想。。

我只想。。

习惯就好

在爱情里真的有习惯就好吗？

我好想习惯他在你的身边，

习惯，每张照片里有它的存在，

习惯，你微笑的嘴角都有他的脸孔，

习惯，他真的比我好。。

他，相机用的比我好，

他，人品比我好，

他，不会气你。。

我？在远方带着一颗真诚爱你的心，

我？在这等着你回来。。

泪也干了，呼吸也正常了，拿起勇气，面对现实,习惯就好。。

IDK

I duno.. I just felt very sad..

I duno.. I wan do everything 2 u but all end up useless..

I duno.. I wan earn more n more.. bt nvr seems enuf..

I duno.. I wan help u in all but i reli nt good in all..

I duno.. I wan do the best.. carry up ur hopes.. but all just left with disappointment..

I duno.. I reli duno..

*holing bec txxx now.. nvr letting it to fall*

being insane in 0020am..

I hate UUUUUU...

anger is flowing through my blood stream.. so mad.. i hate it.. so much.. u mcb.. nt u is u all.. agn.. sam thing ahppen.. i will i mean i will let u knw.. if u ever evr do something to her.. i will.. swear to GOD..

adrenaline is synthesising very fas through the body.. all over.. uu sucks.. u dun care her.. u dun even care her how she felt.. if she wane to do what she like has nothing to do with u.. i m so hates u.. i hope the tiger strikes bec asap.. i hope it tears u into parts and left nothing for the agle too hook on..

ok.. dare try something on her.. i will let u have something name as OKU.. means priority means u lost one of ur organs.. i dun think u can knw which are ur organs that really know what its function.. yeah.. hell ya.. will let u felt the ways of losing ur organs bt nt letting u b dead n killing u by injuring u as tiam as possible..

keep on moving.. stabbing at the bec of me.. thx 4 fXcing k wat happens to her... n ur intention is just to gte knw what is happen on the other world.. go go.. i knw u still knt let it b.. i wane c u down.. so wan.. the things bout it is.. u gonna b greatful that time u mess up woth me..

so.. what the hell a crazy person gt up mad n yell d middle of nite whr d anger frm.. is frm u knw.. knw d names.. will list up n a list of getting u bec will have all on.. sucks u all.. i jz hate u all...

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do

当你愿意为了TA而改变时，你已经爱上她了。。

当你愿意为TA付出一切的一切，你已经爱上她了。。

爱这东东，能让人们有180度的转变，愿意为TA改变你的不好。。愿意为了TA，日月不休。。努力向前。。为了TA，愿意不顾一切。。放下自己心爱的，自为了得到TA，一眼微笑。。

那微笑，那份喜悦，那份幸福。。可能，只有你感觉得到，因为，那是对你笑的。。发自于内心最纯真的微笑。。哪怕是短短的数秒，都会永远的刻在你的心里头。。

心中还是把TA放在第一位，有时候，斗斗嘴，闹下别扭，都能让彼此的感情更加的丰富，不管多生气都好，绝口不提那两个字。。那种伤害，是无法袮补。。

爱？当然爱啊。。都是因为，爱脸皮，爱面子，自尊心放得高高在上。。不肯低头，不肯让步。。这样就会让双方能够都很难受。。我，都会让你。。不舍得失去你。。


当你愿意为了TA放弃你最向往的自由时，你已经爱上她了。。

I DO。。

背影

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so know.. so near.. thn it's ur..

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so warm-hearted.. thn it's ur..

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so in-love so belove.. thn it's ur..

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so so so.. thn it's urs..

If there a person d back-view, tat make y felt so much.. thn cherish tat person.. love with all your heart.. never do things tat hurt them.. i found mine 背影.. U??

♥ ♥ ♥

dis my view of life

♥ ♥ ♥

Dream-0ff..

This d thing tat i wanted to tell u for so long.. i m gonna leave here.. leave here for good for sure.. this is d view tat i will enjoy everyday..
watching the big white birds fly and landed..
missing u frm my dis place..
i will step out from here..
stepping out to reach to u..

~this d view~

傻？可以阿。。

傻？好啊。。我好傻。。我知道我好傻。。
傻不好吗？傻得有人爱，傻得有人疼，傻到，全世界都把你当着傻瓜看待。。

在今天，今时今日，傻是种福。。我宁愿变傻瓜。。我觉得，这样就能把全世界看透透。。
今年，发生了很多不愉快的事。。但，我还是往最好的一面看。。看，看一看他/她有什么优点是值得我去学习的。。

从今年的年头，我就好傻的，没去参与一切的东东。。很乖吧？还是说，很怪吧。。哈哈。。我知道我自己始终是38 的。。我也不明白。。我只觉的这是冥冥中，只有安排。。我也不知道这是祸还是福。。我只想讲，我真的很幸运。。

我傻？是我傻。。傻的要在公园和一个陌生人说话。。但，这位陌生人却成为我一辈子的伴侣。。我心爱的，疼爱的，关心的。。我的全部。。就这样。。冥冥中，只有安排。。

有时候，人真的要装傻。。我以前就是不会，什么都自以为事。。都要冲第一，都要拿头号新闻。。但，有没有想过，但你拿到头号新闻时，你拥有了什么你得到了什么。。想想。。我就是曾经有过这样的经历。。得到的都是负面的。。

可能，这就是人生吧。。人家说，青春不留白。。我的是充满色彩的。。难得。。但，最重要的还是要自爱。。爱你自己才让别人有机会爱你。。才能去完成每一样任务。。不要白白的荒废你的人生。。

hui lai le..

Few days ago.. she is bec..SHE IS REALLY BACK..
i was hoping for dis days for quite a long time.. the feeling of welcoming she back is really can't be express through words.. dis wonderful feeling is sure a remarkable and memorable for us.. i really.. i duno.. i am afraid to repeat what had happen.. its really a new thing to me.. missing some one far away..

i won take distance as my excuse, i wont take time to be a reason when we had some conflict goin on.. this is something i will remember and bear in mind.. i really do..

still remember clearly how i meet her.. hahas.. *i duno get use 2 using full spelling*.. @@..
i really ever think twice before i ask.. i know.. i look so play-ful.. hahas.. yesh i am but i am very serious in some matter.. i dun lik getting hurt again.. HURT SO MUCH..

she is different.. she is.. just she.. hahas.. stupiak me.. u?? wat do u think of me?? hehe.. i never wane be regret in my life.. never ever.. spend my life till d max., wuhu~..

i just wane say.. I LOVE DABIE..

她，她，她。。

还记得吗？？

第一次说我爱你时。。

对谁说？ 懂的那个意义吗？？

我记得，我记得当我说我爱你时。。我是很有勇气地说。。很想大大声向全世界宣布。。

那是我妈，她是第一个。。

然后，到了这世界，看了好多连续剧。。听了很多【我爱你】。。让你慢慢的，慢慢的，不再对你妈说了。。你希望，对另一个她的出现。。

她出现了，你一眼咬定就是她。。你们能永远在一起。。白头偕老。。但，还是各奔前程。。

然后，你继续再寻找，你还相信真气的存在。。不相信，跌倒了就不能爬起来。。

好，恭喜。。你找到了。。她激发你的一切。。让你变得更努力。。因为你觉得你要配的起她，加油，实现拟为一个诚诺。。但，她耍了你。。

你伤心，你后悔，你很你自己做么那么笨。。你很你无能，你了解【近水楼台先得月】。。你明白了。。

你不相信了，不要再轰出去了。。把心门关起来了。。

过一阵，你看到了她。。当时，你很确定你已经把上一个她忘了。。但，有时你还怀疑自己，是不是另一个她。。你选者不伤害她，选者了离开。。

很不幸，你常常出没的公园尽然出现了一个你想都想不到的人。。你们说话了，你们开始做朋友。。当时，没什么会发生的。。这是你的想法。。

但，空窗了这么久。。你还是需要一个她。。你问了，当时的想法是不要后悔。。然而，她接受了。。 就这样。。开始了一段人生。。

End of MAY

Quit a boring life.. i mean .. so looking forward to holiday bt seems thr nothing to do.. hahas.. so damn boring.. hahas.. so, there me n nd go on shoping.. hahas.. dis d 1st tim i brg andy go shop.. kakax.. if wane try d feeli of shoping.. plz register up urself to me.. hahas..

so we went off 2 d india street, went off to shop.. hahas.. tel u smthing.. we si pei suai d.. at india street still meey our teacher.. hahas.. 玫瑰.. hahas.. go anywhr olso meet tiok her d.. wah.. wonder sif she r a stalker.. kakax..

so we went off 2 pick nd d mom bec.. and go spring kai kai.. hahas.. nd quite satisfy with all his shirt tat shop shop shop d..em.. yaya.. song..

later jiu go watcdh shrek le.. nice e.. hahas.. thn jiu.. go fin mia.. n brg her daughter momo.. go hv dinner.. hahas..

好复杂。。

其实，在这之前。。

有好多复杂的情绪，都困在。。放在心里头。。很想狠狠的将它们一次过的抒发出来。。

好多的情绪都压抑着。。

就讲讲发生在有个很特别的早上吧。。

那天，就。。我有种冲动。。想要快快的结束掉现在所发生的。。

有种感觉，感觉自己已经很努力的去完成每一样东西。。

但，结果都一样。。发觉，你努力，还有人比你更努力。。

当时的我，很低落，但很肯定的是，没人看得出来。。我将自己的感情覆盖的很好。。我不想将我很沮伤的表情，将我的一切赤赤裸裸的给所有的人看。。

也不想说什么了，很想对自己有个很好的交代。。很不想去在乎莫些人所说的，我不期望每个人都很爱我，我都能讨所有人的欢心。。

在这心情交扎的时候，我看到了一个飞机努力向上飞。。带着梦想，带着希望。。我也要，我也要带着我的梦想离开。。

你现在瞧不起我也好，但，我花的，我吃得，我用的，都是我双手打拼出来的。。
我至少不会拿着别人的钱包花着别人的钱来满足自己的快活。。（我不会也不要）

可能，你现在觉得我在说一大堆的废话，但，我自知自明。。我知道我的能力在那头。。不用你来为我评估。。

很多的冷言相对，倒最后会变成了一种的麻醉。。没关系，我会听。。但，你所说的还是你所说的。。你觉得很鼓励，我觉得？？不知道诶，管他个屁用。。哈哈。。

我还有我的专长，我会取人之长不自之短。。预祝你好好看着我长大，验证你说的是命运还是我活出自我..

L.OV.E

Still life sucks..
all the exams keep flooding into my life..~

So i am still me, updating all my life and do whatever i want to do... busy routine.. time flies as fast as rocket shoot~

some incidents happen.. as some really idiotic things really took down some one d life.. creating a lots of rumor and suspicious thought to me.. But, for God sake.. I DUN GIVE A DAMN.. hahas.. ( thx 2 adam lambert)..

What for we care so much about other thought on us.. Yup.. Sometimes it is useful but some time it just added oil to the fire to your life.. making it more complicated as it as easy as abc..
没那么简单——别人说的话随便听一听，自己做决定。。
dis how our life should B.. hehe

So, sometime 2 much care of a person will end up loosing a very good buddy.. sad and terrific and also a perfetic ending of ur life.. remember.. do good.. bt do it smart..

My life til now still need alots of picture to fulfill it. picture of praise and compliment and sounds of criticize and embarrassment.. Sorry but, I wont left either one of my life chapter empty.. No matter its make up of Good o Bad.. It still puzzle up our life as our road still a LONG WAY TO GO~.. Yuhoo.. here i come.. arh hahaha.. kakax..

The very important thing that we should have is LOVE.. a simple 4 letter words that carry the mission to start this world.. Carry more of this.. leave behind another 4 letter words that spell as HATE.. get ride of that and u wil b more cheerful and felt more to the life..
love more.. ( credit to sophia)

J-turbo..

its a late night.. i am still here.. actually is nt so late.. just.. suite to expressing my thought..

so.. it's been so long since i last do my turbo-boosting study.. mayb.. its hard.. cause.. sometime.. it brings nothing and means nothing..

but.. i will turbo up 2 equip myself.. who is going to take care her if i nt thr.. who is going to gv her a arm to cry on if i am nt thr.. who is going to capture every moment of her smiles if i was nt thr..

as time flies.. life shorter.. more tears and effort needed to fulfill.. all d things comes around and turns around.. just get prepare for the unexpected and be cheerful..

confession

I would like to say thanks to you that all this while.. Your trust to me..

All this while, i never have a relationship that happen so many things that is beyond our control..

So many things happen, all this while.. I always shut my mouth up and don't defense myself..

I know, if I can't defense myself how can I protect U.. I will, get all my strength up and do what need to be done to fulfill my responsibility to you..

I fail my past few relation cause i really don't talk much, I don't tell other my problems and what am I thinking. But, U have the ability to know what am i thinking and my very own feeling..

My mood change as fast as tornado that strike the US, but u handle it as good as ABC..

All this while, I am a failure that can't fulfill anything, I will not be so anymore.. Take U to the place that U always wanted to..

Love you with all my heart and i have the faith that there no another U on any other planet and there is only U..

Love is the things that tied us up, trust is the things that hold us on..

I will love U with all my heart and I will gave my full trust to you..

I love U more than yesterday and a bit less than tomorrow.. Cause i want to keep on loving you..

I LOVE YOU

烂人一族 》。《

有些人，做错了会认错。。

有些事，做错了还能在改。。

有些人，做错事要让别人帮他们道歉。。

有些事，做错了还伤害到别人。。

有些人，不值得为我们等待，不值得为我们留念。。

有些事，发生了就发生了，不能再有任何的回改。。


我愿意改变，我愿意为我做错的事道歉。。但，为什么你连个机会都不给我。。你都在听人家的摆布，你都活在很好的家境。。我没你那么幸福，没那么幸运。。（我也不觉得你再被人摆布。。）我一点都不觉得。。我曾经帮你那么多，没说过半句怨言。。你呢，一声不吭，自己搞派对没说。。还说不是我搞的。。烂借口。。

好，不说他，说说他。。
做错了还要人家为他道歉。。我为他做过什么不如前一个他多。。但，每次都是为他收烂摊子。。没那么一点的好。。还一直怀疑别人。。也非常的不自量力。。烂透

So, after extreme week..

Yesh, today is monday.. And i am nt in school.. So is kinda busy week for me las 2 week.. so many things happen good o bad.. both added colour to my life.. make it more intresting and more delighting.. hahas.. os is GOOD..

So, many things changed.. The way treating people, the way if people getting back together.. all is under a script writer.. I duno who i am nt so soon wane met him.. hahas.. means ki chia soon la..

Las week, we get on to our sport day.. so this sport day changed a lots of things.. I mean the way we treated sport day.. Hahas.. To me , lastim sport day just spending money with fwens with some bowling o even Hock Lee.. Bt dis tim.. i am busy earning thm bec.. Selling all kinds of fruits and eating stuff.. so is another different experience..

so, went off to Pc fair.. woah.. so is good and so damn good.. hahas... i went thr 3 days and sold out 50+ laptop.. yuhu~ song chin chin.. lai lai.. c if u wane compete with me o nt.. hahas.. jkjkjk.. just my luck dis pc fair.. meet new fwens and learn new stuff.. thats how life should be.. hehe..

I saw that naif person.. He saw me no Hi and No nothing.. so so long u dis fwen.. i ain't gonna miss u..

U enough liao O!!!

U knw what u have done o.. Dun ke ke thr.. all this while, u never care of her, ignoring her as she is like invisible to you.. After all this while, please leave her alone.. She is belong to me.. I dun wan u sty in her life for now and forever.. U have gone through the boundary of being a good friends.. some of the caring jobs just not suite u..

U din even do GOOD in ur past relation.. So please dun bother our's.. I really sienz hearing all those frm u.. Sienz.. Please r.. las warning liao.. Will fin u if u did it again..

about her,,

Cn you get out of her life.. ?? Please la.. dun ke ke la.. i really angry lo nw.. u knw me.. i gt feeling i really say out d..

i dun wan u say me here gud gud.. and thn say bad bad on me on the back.. arh arh.. really sienz r..
tlg la ho.. left her alone.. u think u size bigger thn me ok?? i dun think so.. wane a piece of her?? bo ko neng.. who ask u dun cherish her when thr is tim? is your own choice..dun think i knt fight.. mayb i knt bt my words kill, my knowledge murdered u.. u.. empty headed with stupid and naif thinking only..

get out of my sight plz.. u r rather to b very irritating thn annoying..

This the HAPPY part

So, 16/04 is a great day for me as my very good friend turns 19th.. hahas.. ( i still have a long way to go..) Beside that, she is back.. yeho~song song song.. i really waited for quite long le e..

hahas.. so the activity begins since shw is back.. bt, unfortunately i have to work.. i mean work as a part-time astro promoter.. hehe.. thx to my fwenn.. TIng.. hahas.. bt olso quite enjoy since she say she cn com visit me when i m working.. kakax..

frm mon til sun.. i din have enuf rest.. i skip clz,skip my noon rest and many other kok.. hahas.. skip quite a lots of my daily routine.. aiz.. bt.. once in a while niak bah.. hahas.. pei my bie bah.. yuhu~

we have many memorable moment together.. hahas.. so love it.. since is memorable.. so somehow someway.. i left it behind in our memory.. cherishing every moment that we have..

This the SAD part

这几个月来，发生了很多不愉快的事。。每当发生这些是，都会起怀疑，不必要的差测。。
都是朋友，我什么都不懂，我什么都不知道。。我只知道，你们要把生活回归，把学业搞好。。对你们，对自己有个交代。。

朋友，我知道你在我人生最低潮时，给过我鼓励，带我去看看这世界。。让我知道，我不是最可悲的。。当我需要逃学时，你来帮我。。哈哈。。不是什么好事，不过你明白我为何这样做。。
你从不问我做任何事的原因。。我的感情你也不多加几句。。但，我知道你在默默的关心。。

请你永远记得，我不会放弃你。。请你相信我。。我会永远在这支持你。。

好，不将他了。。讲讲他吧。。

我是想说，你到底有何居心。。难道想在这时得到她的同情心吗？大半夜，我让她跟你聚聚已经很满足了，我不想去是因为我不想这样的聚会会有第二次。。一次就够了。。难道，你想破坏我们的感情吗？？ 你大只我怕你噢。。错了。。你就算拿这把刀。。我是会怕，但我要客服我的恐惧，我不怕死。。所以，我会和你赌一把。。来啦。。一命赌一命。。

除了他，我对她好不好，你们有眼无珠哦。。看不到哦。。超离谱的啊。。问问问。。不累啊。。烦都烦死了。。随你个死人便。。最好不要惹我。。我真真真的不好惹。。没事做？好啊。。来玩咯。。你想怎样玩？？

所以。。朋友，珍惜吧。。

Ur choice or thm??

Having a boring day today.. Hey.. really boring e.. go kepo kepo bcum some wat line-man ha.. ok.. dun care about that.. Is a sepak takraw match.. Owh.. so the things is no Chinese really play d game..

Ok.. What i wane say here.. I saw a match.. a very gud match.. The teacher is really very nt 'sporting'.. First, he brg a group of high pitcher gal.. coming to support but actually is creating sound pollution. Arh.. damn noisy.. should b a group of monyet creaming here and there for bananas.. Thn, when in the middle of the match.. The teacher even try to encourage the student by cursing and humiliating the opponent.. The opponents teacher.. Waoh.. I am really.. I mean can say admire him.. He can just say' Ignore thm.. Do what you come to do..' I mean he is so.. wahlao.. so nice guy still living in this world and is a teacher.. hahas.. impossible.. but is all true..

Thn.. There was one incident really.. piss me off.. the coach.. the PB coach scold his player.. Just only his player miss a ball.. Is nt a golden ball o point end ball.. He scold till very pubo.. Wahlao.. Kns lo.. he really sucks..

So.. What i wan to say is.. The way u humiliate other will affect someone future.. Thy are just kids.. Growing up.. Learning the ways to climb up after thy fall down.. Plz respect thm as how thy respect you..

Life like tis..

Back this few days.. I gt confused of some problems.. Bt, it seems solve but i dun think so.. So lets c how it re-volute after all..Since a busy week.. Just post some update of my life.. So long since i update some things frm my life to here.. All this while.. Sad post o some emo posting.. So.. gonna chg a bit le.. hahas.. Try get used to it bah.. i have my own style of posting.. Feel uncomfortable.. thn get ur ass out here.. X.X


Las Tuesday.. A mean day.. Kill 14 rats for the sack of drawing niak.. Wats?? Ya wats.. Tat wat we did.. So as u cn c frm below.. Those are the photo.. So.. Enjoy those terrifying photos.. * i dun think it is terrifying enuf..*

Before the killing.. We do wat we love the most.. Photo taking session.. YUhu~
with ting..

38 Clubs treasurer and the Secretary.. plz ignore thmm..

Attending for the CUT o doing some things else?? Jee, U look suspicious..

With the number1 fans of MONEY.. Jing jing a.k.a Money Jing..

me with mine ?? E.. Look disgusting.. So called dead.. Bt the heart still pumping la..

After all those.. recommending a place near 4-points hotels.. Name bella.. It's a Italian dinning place.. Serving truely italiano cuisine .. Canhave a try ya..




Ok.. las part.. i get sick.. So done updating and good niight.. This mayb d worst post i every make..

A life Of ExcimenT!!!

Nice week for last week.. So many activities in a roll that letting me dun have much time to have rational thinking.. hahas.. means no much free time.. going here and there.. enjoying precious times with friends.. It's very precious memory.. I am really happen all of u had given me a chance to change me.. I mean i been sucks before.. U knw la.. Hahas.. so.. I realize a second chance should bee given to everyone..

Last week, i went my fwen warm-hearted thr spent my time.. Doing nothing bt share memorable times with thm.. I knw so how so way so place i just dun have a sit in.. so.. is ok to step off a sec.. thy are a bunch of nice guy jz some time reli a weirdo cn use to describe thm.. hahas..

thn.. went to visit mum.. so.. dis is also a new palce for me to hang out.. hahas.. i am very glad that i have her cute little daugt in my life.. she is my everything.. cherishing her is my priority.. hehe.. i think i can get along bah.. i mean with d whole fam..

again.. Went off to damai.. Before that.. I heard my fwen told me that i reli have a great life now.. I mean.. Gud fwens.. a lovely girlfriend.. a nice fam.. all dis are something that Carlos cannot afford to take it away from me.. hehe.. Have a great time over thr.. Having alots of fun time.. hehe.. thought alots olso.. mayb.. i am d lucky one.. so i am d lucky one..( lame chin~)

thx for u all.. thx for wat i have.. Thx for viewiing..

Never.. Ever..

There is something that never happen.. What I mean never happen is something that like time. As every second past-by, history is a name for it..

In all these years.. She never get satisfied with what i done.. I am who i am.. I live with my very own way of style.. Carry on with my life philosophy.. But,she just never say.. yesh, U did a very good job.. Always,try harder again.. Never a compliment..

And time goes by, she start to say.. No this, no that, no those.. Let me choose?? Its just a way of respecting my right but in the end.. Still follow her decision.. never something from me.. taking things i deserved..

Live y life to perfection is what i really wan.. Well, we will just see.. If its work..

Lov Song?

伤心情歌。。大多数人的成名曲都和伤心情歌有关系。。

伤心情歌代表着爱情而已吗？它是代表失败，代表着一切的失败。。人生的失败，人生的苦恼。。

曾经我以为我摆脱了这样的痛。。谁知，他还是像我得影子这样追随我。。

原来，我的死穴就在这。。放了太多感情的东西。。不一定有回报。。

送上一首我觉得很有意义的歌。。


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtaOYHvSRCA

多一句。。‘加油’

看了成绩放榜。。虽然不关我的事。。但，让我看到的是，一种由别人掌控我们的命运的画面。。考卷，别人改。。给分，别人给。。 我还能怎样啊。。

念了这么久，好难哦。。真真感到我不能改变什么。。你努力还有人比你更努力。。你加油还有人比你加更多油。。

看开点吧。。为自己一切。。用双手打拼来。。读读读。。还是读。。

I angry cos i do care..

I saw a friends wrote this phase in Fb ' I angry because i do care..'..

We show our anger in different ways.. Some Hidden in side and when they shower, some emo, don't talk to others when they have some problem..

i still in the anger.. cause i never thought u will do this although hundred and millions times u had did the same things.. I hope that u will be like the fog in the air.. Come and go when i am still sleeping.. Never have to know u ever here but just know u present ..

Showing your luxurious life.. With all the goods things surround u.. although the i am still in a very down and low situation that may not be as wealthy as yours life-style..

Doing the best i can to achieve higher level in everything you did.. No matter what.. I am still angry because i do care..

这样

这种感觉就是这样。。

淡淡却让你感觉很甜。。

无话不说却让你都懂她在想什么。。

就像在遥远的天边，也让我们的心，感觉很近。。

十八年的等待。。换来是一世的幸福。。我觉得很值得。。

让你躺着听我的心跳，让你抓着我的手不放。。

对我们来说，在一起的时间，永远都不够。。

但，时间对我们来说，是无限的。。

semi seviyorum

地震牛人排行榜

第一名：
一汶川地震幸存者被俄罗斯救援队救出后，记者采访，问他感觉怎样。幸存者想了半天说：“狗日的地震凶噢！老子被挖出来后看到都是外国人，还以为把老子震到国外去了！”

第二名：
非洲旅游团从九寨沟回成都后入住宾馆，这时地震发生使宾馆著火。一黑人青年裸露全身以最快的速度冲到空旷的平地。这时救火的消防队员很惊讶的说到“日他仙人板板，没见过被烧焦了还跑得这么快的”……

第三名：
都江堰有一个人被埋了50多个小时，被救出来还很清醒，记者前去采访，他看到记者背著笔记本，忘了伤痛问记者，你的笔记本能上网吗？记者回答说能，他说：那你帮我看看大盘涨了没有。

第四名：
成都商报的编辑在编发地震新闻时看到“地震爆发前狗狗狂吠拖出房内主人至室外”的稿子，非常气愤地和同事投诉说地震时他家狗狗居然还在打鼾，于是下班后回家把他家狗暴打一顿。

第五名：
地震时，成都高楼四个老太太在打麻将，其中一个说：“为什么我感觉楼在晃啊？” 另外一老太太起身看了看窗外：“没事没事，快出牌吧，别的楼也在晃呢！

A week.. Of CNY

Wuhu~ fine week.. Very enjoy my self with bie.. We went to many other new place to visting.. Friends and relative house.. hahas..

A fun week for both of us.. very interesting and funny things happen.. hahas..

Dis year new year very keng.. cause clash with the Valentine day.. Can get free romantic yet many many leng leng d fireworks.. hahas..

Bt.. gud things nt reli last for long.. Thr a gudbye in the end.. Bt.. it's just a short bye.. cause.. the distance between ur heart n mine is always stick together..

。。看一看。。

好吧。。既然你们那么有心。。来看我的部落格。。那我就要说声谢谢。。

不过，如果是说，我一个人的错，不要怪罪他人。。我是说，我这里所说的一切都是我个人的意见。。不要将它扯到他人的身上。。还是我自己承担。。还是有些不想共同进退的人。。

你会觉得我没人情味，你会觉得我忘了我的责任，还有一些人以为我现在是玩玩而已。。
是，我在去年的确是玩。。玩了人大半年。。但，到目前为止。。好不好说。。哈哈。。

不要担心。。我会全力以赴。。我不会放弃我自己。。还记得您对我说过，我这人就最爱死而复生。。我还不想死。。没那么快的。。

还剩差不多九个月。。要好好享受这里的的生活。。

（for ur's comfort.. I enlarge le..)

U r U

Every get scared? Every get the feeling of some one is stalking on u? Every wane ran out of cls so fas not for the reason to go hom but to avoid being 'caughti by some 1?

This is the feeling of me n jee nowadays.. Scared getting into troubles that we cannot say NO to reject..

she is being so annoying and soooo I DUN LIKE so do Jee.. So plz la.. d feeliing r.. EEEEEE....

So geli r.. U ever think of other ppl bo? Sienz lo u lik dis.. No wonder u .., haiz.. U knw i knw la..

Writing dis post olso gt d imagination of ur face expression on my face.. Wahlao.. get out la..

sienz chin.. So .. back off n dun make me burst thn u ka ki tau la ho~

老师，给你的话。。

都好久了。。我的意思是说。。离开我以前那个学校。。

有一年多了吧。。超想念的。。想念那边的一切。。朋友啊，环境啊。。还有那边的老师。。

哈哈。。在那里做王做惯了吧。。就，可以看到，在这间学校的纪律是做外表好看而已。。

可能这边的老师，不是说没见过大场面。。就，不懂的怎样做人吧。。我们跟你相处的时间不多。。为何不要把我们的关系做好呢？

不必要吧我们跟他们当着同一等来看吧。。是。好听是大功无私。。难听的话是不会为接下来的日子想想。。

老师，没必要将我们的指甲见到那么短，没必要批评我们的头发，我知道你们的立场难做。。但，不要拿我们来开刀。。

你是有孩子妈妈了，在我的眼里。。你是个好妈妈。。但，请你记住。。
当一个孩子过度保护时，他会做出令你想像不到的事。。

时代不同，我的生活圈子告诉我。。越乖的孩子，越会发生让你觉得不可能的事。。

不是说，老师的孩子就一定是书生。。不要惊讶。。我看了很多。。

老师，有生必有果。。好好想想吧。。

random..

waiting.. wah.. damn it.. so nt nice dfeeling le.. kek tiok till wane mati r.. hahas..

past bout 3 weeks le bah.. stillgt another 3 week 2 go.. wahlao.. hia..

bo bian lo.. wat 2 do.. only cn wait n wait lo.. everyday busy with d skul.. sienz daoooo... u knw la..

stupiak idea tat sty till 3.. kimak d.. stdy tim is far more thn d stupiak PM working tim er.. dun ke ke.. u sty in d office gt aricon bt kimak me only kipas r.. u try stdy lik me do la.. 1 week i c u in ICU lo..

sienz n bodoh d idea.. so many rules tat nided us to follow.. sienz.. bei tahan d.. wat stupiak copuld ever think of tis idea.. wak up 6 thn stdy till 3.. u think we iron man r.. try try c hw u cn tahan.. bo nao d bo..

lastly.. cny i jz around d corner.. so.. shopping tim.. bt bolui r.. tat baru reli cham r.. hahas..
bo bian.. dun shop n buy lesss lo.. hahas..

Problems @@

Problems just never stop..
Maths question, Love problem, Social problems, many many others..

Creating the world as a better place to live on.. Not creating problems tat kill urself with it..
Sad bad mod will always accompany us.. Totally will hesitate this type of feeling..

Saw and heard and knw a very good fwen tat sad 4 dis feel days.. she was ok wen in the morning but wen she was left alone.. She will be weak.. Tis type of feeling.. I been through.. It's hurts and will worth for me to do anything to get rid of this feeling..

But now, i found u.. I din cheerish the past bt i will cheerish u now.. forever.. i knw many ppl c me as a playboy.. Since u dunno me.. Plz dun judge me as wat i look.. I look playful.. Never get sad wen meet fwens.. U will nvr understan how i feel.. Bie.. I promise i will do my best to let u felt wat a couple do..

getting through..

Life hard and tough..

Getting through it with u hand holding me hard..

N-e-v-e-r g-a-v-e up was d letter u gave me.. that my spirit which carry me till today.. i will do my bes..

loving u is a bless.. holding u close to me.. I won't get mad easily le.. Cz.. i will need take k of u..

Lately..

Since las week bah.. bie went off to carry on with her dream..

I am so miss her.. Thinking of the days tat she is coming bec.. hehe..

words cannot describe how much i miss her..

' so baby dun worry, you are my only.. U won't be lonely, even tat the sky is falling down..'

i will be more kiang in my styd.. i am hapy with my no stdy result.. hahas.. will do my very best and dun dissapoint all d 1 hu giv a big hope on me.. hehe..