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莫忘。。

2012-02-09T04:27:00.001-08:00

就这样。。

到一段落。。

我也是。。该走了。。

离开，但，我会回来。。

带着，荣耀，胜利。。

回家。。

你。。我会记住。。
你那眼神。。铭记。。

你。。我毋忘。。

你的态度。。恨记。。

2012-01-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

nu li guo..

jiu zhi dao.. mei you bu ke neng..

wo yao de jiu shi an wei..

jiu shi ni de guan huai..

ni de liang jie..

jiu shi wo yao de i..

wo ai ni.. luo xuan..

一下下。。

2011-11-18T08:24:00.000-08:00

好想你。。
好想你。。

那些年，这出戏。。
我坚持要和你一起看。。
情感交叉，凌乱复杂。。我不知为什么，我也一直都在寻找答案。。

有时候，我就像柯腾。。
因为害怕失去，所以选择不想去懂这个答案。。
就为了，再让我喜欢你多一下下。。

那一下下，微不足道，但，却，百感交集。。
那一下下，让我的世界停止转动，但，我世界就不过是你的心。。
那一下下，让我有无比的冲力，无比的能量，继续漫行，但，却也能让我，畏畏缩缩，不再敢踏出那早已设定好的安全界限。。
那一下下，让我不能做我自己，让我变得无穷的卑微，失

去我的信心。。
那一下下，刚刚的一下下，让我听见你的声音。。让我继续的跨步迈前。。

请让我继续喜欢你。。 <3

煎熬

2011-11-16T19:49:00.000-08:00

路遥知马力。。
lu yao zhi ma li..
我们的确走了不远。。
wo men di que zou le bu yan..
我们对彼此，
wo men dui bi chi..
从依赖，爱护，爱戴。。
chong yi lai, ai hu, ai dai..
到约束，过护，操纵。。
dao yue su,guo hu, chao chong..

但，我们的原念却没改变。。
dan, wo men de yuna nian que mei gai bian..
不变少，反而，增加了许多。。
bu bian shao, fan er, zheng jia le xu duo..
多到我们没法再控制我们对彼此的感觉。。
duo dao wo men mei fan zai kong zhi wo men dui bi chi de gan jue..

这种感觉让我们无法正常的思考，
zhe zhong gan jue rang wo men wu fa zheng chang de shi kao,
这种感觉让我们无法用理智去做每样事。。
zhe zhong gan jue rang wo men wu fa yong li zhi zhu zhuo mei yang shi..
这种感觉让我们无法站在对方的观念去对待每一件突发状况。。
zhe zhong gan jue rang wo men wu fa zhan zai dui fang de guan nian qu dui dai mei yi jian tu fa de zhuang kuang..

这也是一种自我的锻炼，
zhe shi yi zhing zhi wo de duan lian,
慌了，就，完了。。
huang le, jiu , wan le..

这世上很多事都是徒劳无功的，
zhe shi shang hen duo shi dou shi tu lao wu gong de,
但，没有一件事是TA的没意义。。
dan, mei you yi jian shi shi ta de mei yi yi..

伤痕，诺影诺现。。
shang hen, nuo ying nuo xian..
伤痛，阵阵啄痛。。
shang tong, zhen zhen zhuo tong..
我们的每一步都带我们到今天这个局。。
wo men de mei yi bu dou dai wo men dao jin tian zhe ge ju.
带到这，怎样走就要看我们的造化了。。
dai dao zhe, zen yang zou jiu yao kan wo men de zhao hua le..

不要气馁，不要放弃。。这就是我。。
bu yao qi nei, bu yao fang qi..zhe jiu shi wo..
不想，不要，和，千千万万都不要没有努力就将我所爱，珍惜，爱护的TA就这样从手心里随风飘离我的目光。。
bu xiang,bu yao, zhe, qian qian wan wan dou bu yao mei you nu li jiu jiang wo shuo ai,zhen xi,ai hu de TA jiu zhen yang chong shou xin li sui feng piao li wo de mu guang..

我在学习，
wo zai xue xi,
这过程，多长，多久，。。
zhe ge guo cheng, duo chang, duo jiu..
谁都很难说个准。。
shui dou hen nan shuo ge zhun..

我确定。。
wo que ding..
我一定熬的过！！
wo yi ding ao de guo..

脚诲

2011-11-16T19:20:00.000-08:00

好久好久。。
hao jiu hao jiu..

忘了多久。。
wang le duo jiu..

怀念以前的我们，快乐的我们。。没有吵闹，闹别扭多于争执。。
huai nian yi qian de wo men, kuai le de wo men..mei you chao nao bie niu duo guo zheng zhi..

不知道什么时候开始，争吵代替了我们沟通的方程试，互不相让成为了我们珍惜彼此的态度。。
bu zhi dao shen me shi hou kai shi,zheng chao dai ti le wo men gou tung de fang chang xi,hu buxiang rang cheng wei le wo men zheng xi bi chi de tai du..

一直到那一天，我永远都得记得的那一天。。
zhi dao na yi tian,wo yong yuan ji de de na yi tian..

爱你，原来可以那么的简单。。
ai ni, yuan lai ke yi na me de jian dan..

不用什么花桥，不用花言巧语。。
bu yong shen me hua qiao, bu yong hua yuan qiao yu..

你要的真的只有那么的卑微。。
ni yao de zhen de zhi you na me de bei wei..

对不起。。我真的不懂，我没学会。。
dui bu qi.. wo zhen de bu dong,wo mei xue hui..

让你担心了。。
rang ni dan xin le..

我会加油。。我会！！
wo hui jiao you!!

没关系。。我会努力。。
mei guan xi, wo hui nu li..

傻傻的我。。笨笨的我，一定能让你幸福。。
sha sha de wo.. ben ben de wo, yi ding neng rang ni xing fu..

爱，不单是付出，还是一种接授和包容。。
ai, bu dan shi fu chu, hai shi yi zhong jie shou he bao rong..

你的教诲，毕生难忘。。
ni de jiao hui, bi sheng nan wang..

没有你，没有我。。谢谢你。。
mei you ni, mei you wo.. xie xie ni..

我们的脚印，我们的经历。。
wo men de jiao yin,wo men de jin li..

将我们带去另一个人生的高峰。。
jiang wo men dai qu ling yi ge reng sheng de gao feng..

你是我最幸福的事。。＜３
ni shi wo zhui xing fu de shi..

2011-08-23T19:53:00.000-07:00

is been a while.. is been awhile..

awhile for everything to proceed so fast and so fast until nothing really seems matter but only the result..

the in-between maybe hash but who knows.. in between maybe a lots of tears bitter and sour but who knows..

no matter how.. the journey had not yet come to a end.. is just a turning points..

take a step closer.. take a step slower..

look around and see whats is around you..

take a breath.. feel the aroma and the feel it with all u within..

2011-08-20T09:22:00.000-07:00

Is a hard feeling.. Who knows??
I said n sad.. U say.. I know i know..
I dunno.. Wen do i matter?? I duno.. I slp now to avoid the hash truth..
Nite9

2011-06-13T02:47:00.001-07:00

原来，你要先like才能dislike。。

这就是人生。。

2011-06-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

it was never easy..

is was never hard..

it is also the easiest thing to do and the hardest to accomplish..

with a slight mistake you will fall onto the ground..

with a key of success you will be on top of the world..

nothing being easy.. i love u..

2011-05-31T09:23:00.000-07:00

i have the faith..

i have the faith tat it wil last forever..

so the small heart is til near my heart..

having it always.. cherishing it always..

loving it like there is no forever..!!!

I LOVE U

U

2011-05-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

understan is all i have..

love is all i give..

care is all i share..

nothing more nothing less..

always trust than have a chance to care for u and always understand than among all and all..

always LOVING U..

2011-05-24T22:29:00.000-07:00

never mine,

never thou,

always our..

hurts alot

2011-05-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

it is so rough day..

it been 2 weeks dy.. i hate this 2 weeks..

my final is on the line so do my hearts..

i always loose my emotion in public whenever im thinking of u..

yesh is 520...

doremi always..

2011-05-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

tears to sleep..

tears to awake..

tears to forget..

tears to hurt..

tears to know..

tears to sadness..

and most of all..

tears to LOVE..

...

2011-05-18T09:31:00.000-07:00

thinks..

thinking...

and thought..

i always wane to be good in life..

now i lost wat i appreciate the most for the past i duno how longs..

i m stil d idiot that holding the strings tight..

2011-05-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

family.. i love u..

it means alots since i come here.. i wish i can see them reallysoon.. is all about them now..

no, is all about thm all the time.. i know i am silly and stupid.. i s all u all now..

2011-05-14T23:33:00.000-07:00

真的没那么简单。。

好想好想你。。

我真的不是以气用事。。

好爱好爱。。

为我明天的final加油。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！

U knw

2011-05-09T19:48:00.001-07:00

U knw

2011-05-09T19:48:00.000-07:00

changes

2011-04-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

changes.. there can be alots of changes.. alots~~~~

but remember.. changes only will be appreciate when u change from bad to gud.. and yesh.. tat is..

from bad to gud..

u will i knw.. alot of them dunno.. so no nid let thm knw la..

whn i saw that status.. just right after i type my blog..

ifelt very gald.. my tears drops as it really prove to me that.. i had taken the 1st steps to change..

waoh.. it really surprize me..

i wan to tel u.. i nvr forgot those promise.. nvr forget doreami stand for wat..

nevery forget forever and ever.. nvr forget damai.. what we gonna do thr..

so many..

i knw one day.. u will b a very beautiful person.. nt only ur personalities but also they way u are.. i am glad.. i am very happy..

there alots more goin thru this changes.. stay strg and u will nvr get fal down so easily.. dun

gv up as i nvr gv up 2.. OK??

do ur super duper best.. kick all the bads away and hello new Garfield.. !!!

Garfield

2011-04-24T05:15:00.001-07:00

now, this, is the best time i continue the blogging over here..

i been so not enuf use of time.. bt i been so try hard, harder and hardest to please u..

plese with all my heart..

is ok for now.. u wlk away and learn new things as time go by..

i wan u 2 learn as how i learn before.. how i get hurt and learn all my mistakes..

picking up all the pieces that scattered all around..

i knw u can be a all-rounder.. trust me.. no nvr mis-look me.. mis understand me.. or even mis-trust me..

i will show u.. the decision of this really giv us a very nice chance to live out of our shadows and circle..

this wil teach us how gud will live be..

there a things about me.. u knw it.. u c it and i hope i pray u understand it..

still will hold the strings tight bt not too tights ans it may break.. letting it go sometim will rest ur self and prepare more in th enear future..

u got the chance to choose what u really wan.. so live on to it.. jia u..

doremi dududu lululu~~~

seni seviyorum.. GARFIELD!!!!

hehe.. new life..

2011-03-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

wah.. its bee a long time i din blog le.. hehe

sooooooooooo looooooong o.. u all sure miss me le.. hehe..

here a.. nt so gud le.. nt vry gud o..

haiz.. d transport a.. kch better la.. hehe.. here pui pui pui...!!!!!

kao lat a.. hehe..

will have more pic soon.. tak k a..

2011-01-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

ya.. a new year.. nice.. more to update~~~

SO,...

2010-11-04T04:46:00.000-07:00

After long waited.. I make some changes..

Did some improvement, but still not so enough..

In matter of time.. effort towards life did show the report card..

I fail some and pass some.. So, gonna read through my mistakes and pray hard that i wont step on the same shit again..

Form 6, u gave me my extreme.. My extreme in challenge.. Knowing where my limits.. Knowing my weakness and unhealthy habit.. Knowing myself lazyness won't take me far enough to reach my dreams..

Dabie, U gave me everything that i ever dream off.. the attention from someone i care.. The love i need so much.. I am cherishing this every seconds.. Words that hurts u i cannot rewind it back but i promise.. I won't do those stupid things that u dun like..

So, here the conclusion, u play hard, make a mistake.. learn from it and go on with ur life and do not do the same mistake again..

错了

2010-10-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

错的？我这次真的错了。。

还是错的很离谱，犯下了超级大错。。

这次不能怪别人，这是我的选择。。

都到了今天这个地步，我没选择，只好继续往前冲。。

2010-10-09T20:43:00.001-07:00

我的天使在唱歌？就是你的不厌其烦地唠叨。。

我的闹钟的滴答？就是你发送来的信息铃声。。

我的呼吸的喘气？就是你吩咐我的家务使命。。

我的一切就是我的你。。我不要受伤害，所以我竭尽所能的去爱你。。

我不甘我们的故事就在这写上了句号，我只想是个逗号，让我们休息后，再往前冲！！

我会我会，我答应，我会的。。

tahan kin!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-25T20:24:00.000-07:00

woo~ so tired le.. it's been a long way.. i mean a very long one..
stdy? life? anything beside tat? nola.. mostly is tat both.. is really vry hard liao lo.. hahas.. bt stil can hold on la..

ehhe.. so coming to the ned of september.. woo~~ so lefting bout 50 days? ya wabi..
nt so easy tahan til here.. hehe.. it become so much harder thn wat i had been thru..
so is a very interesting year.. hahas.. developping the inner potential of everyone in a hard environment.. yeah.. is goin to end soon.. arh.. reaching for a diff in the future..

so? hw was it? i mean life.. er.. nothing more or less.. of course .. tears .. joyfulness.. sure ya.. so every one who is taking stpm out there.. hold on.. stil gt a few more days.. tahan kin.. we can do it d.. bo bian liao.. nw left a few months.. fight hard le.. don have any regret on this le k??

tahan kin AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BB

2010-09-19T22:16:00.000-07:00

伪装。。你的伪装最为人不过了。。

谎言。。你的谎言是最叫人动心。。

善恶。。你的善恶将我排在最边。。

你就是那么好命，总是有疼爱你的人在你的身旁，我没像你那么好命。。

你真的非常幸运，总是拥有那么多的第二个机会。。

好吧。。再见了朋友。。

after tat week

2010-09-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

After finish that tiring week.. hahas.. exam is over.. so, is gud..
tat day also means bie bec to kuching.. so hapy with it.. hehe..

she bec baru i cincai go here n there d.. having alot of great time together.. hehe.. i knw.. if no here.. i guai guai sty home cz no place to go n no ppl cheo.. T.T sad chin chin.. hahas..

em.. have a vry gud 2 weeks.. alot happen.. and yesterday she jz bec kl.. will b meeting her 3 months later.. wahalo~.. soooooo long lo.. bt bo bian.. yup.. bo bian.. so stdy hard to make d miracles happens.. i m goin yup i am.. so hope it happen..

fights argument tears smile laugh joyfulness are d feeling and things that sure will we have.. nt always sweet sweet d ma.. so hw? let it be.. got thru it and c d things behind all those taught..

看开

2010-09-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

曾经欢笑过。。

。。曾经流泪过

心在淌血。。

。。泪在溪流

起来，转身。。

。。抬起胸膛

！！大步跨前！！

继续往前迈进
美好的记忆就留在大脑的深海里

割爱

2010-08-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

那么久。。
我都要在现实和梦想中抉择。。

好痛好痛。。
曾经，梦想离我很近但，现实将它带得好远好远。。

曾经很久的我。。
为梦想而追求生活，现在，我却为明天的现实而烦恼。。

好累。。
疲惫的生活，懊恼的节奏，都变成动力。。

割去我所爱的，放下我所追求的。。
我。。暂时放下！！

到最后

2010-08-22T16:09:00.000-07:00

回到了过去，回到了原点。。

回到我原来的开始，我不想，但，没办法。。

选择权不在我这。。开始了。。

没有机会了吗？我不知道。。至少，我曾努力过。。

呐喊？崩溃？泪水？这些我都不想再经历了。。

没关系，看得开点，我不再是两年前的我了。。

收放自如的心情，金钟罩，已经将它练得没让自己那么容易受伤害。。

到最后，还是你的谎言胜过我的努力。。

almost..

2010-08-21T20:46:00.000-07:00

Ok.. now is aug le.. so.. d nightmare come to the high part le.. hahas.. ok..
all is coming to the end le.. so work hard and work very hard.. goin to do impossible .. jz let it be something impossible..

i hate exam.. exam leads to another level of life.. haiz.. but.. stil come.. so bo bian lo.. exam jiu exam ba..
learn learn learn.. stdy stdy stdy.. gt any better idea ma?? arh.. bo bian la..

i hope all of this 1 and a half year ends perfectly.. ok?? try ur bes.. gud luck..

2010-08-15T10:00:00.001-07:00

我不喜欢做等待的人

斗？zua ti zua te

2010-08-12T10:05:00.000-07:00

井水楼台先得月，向阳花木易为春？

你等久久吧小弟弟。。

乳臭？还是有那一点丁的腥味吧。。

跟我斗？才华洋溢都比不过我的十八般武艺。。

乐器？悦耳动听的旋律都可以网上下载。。

还有吗小弟弟？？

深情王子的时代已过，才华洋溢吃不饱，悦耳的音乐都要有包装。。

活泼的小孩最快乐，精通武艺强身健体，BT下载应有尽有。。

小弟弟，加油吧。。大哥哥等你的挑战。。

略懂是我的左右铭，胜利是我的本能。。

爱她，是他她给我一辈子的责任。。

输。想

2010-08-10T09:11:00.000-07:00

输了，

输给一个乳臭未干的小伙子。。

输给一个才华洋溢的小伙子。。

输给了你自己。。

你相信吗？你相信她吗？你相信她会做出同等伤害你的事吗？

我不知道。。我不想。。

我只想。。

习惯就好

2010-08-06T19:48:00.000-07:00

在爱情里真的有习惯就好吗？

我好想习惯他在你的身边，

习惯，每张照片里有它的存在，

习惯，你微笑的嘴角都有他的脸孔，

习惯，他真的比我好。。

他，相机用的比我好，

他，人品比我好，

他，不会气你。。

我？在远方带着一颗真诚爱你的心，

我？在这等着你回来。。

泪也干了，呼吸也正常了，拿起勇气，面对现实,习惯就好。。

IDK

2010-07-30T02:23:00.000-07:00

I duno.. I just felt very sad..

I duno.. I wan do everything 2 u but all end up useless..

I duno.. I wan earn more n more.. bt nvr seems enuf..

I duno.. I wan help u in all but i reli nt good in all..

I duno.. I wan do the best.. carry up ur hopes.. but all just left with disappointment..

I duno.. I reli duno..

*holing bec txxx now.. nvr letting it to fall*

being insane in 0020am..

2010-07-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

I hate UUUUUU...

anger is flowing through my blood stream.. so mad.. i hate it.. so much.. u mcb.. nt u is u all.. agn.. sam thing ahppen.. i will i mean i will let u knw.. if u ever evr do something to her.. i will.. swear to GOD..

adrenaline is synthesising very fas through the body.. all over.. uu sucks.. u dun care her.. u dun even care her how she felt.. if she wane to do what she like has nothing to do with u.. i m so hates u.. i hope the tiger strikes bec asap.. i hope it tears u into parts and left nothing for the agle too hook on..

ok.. dare try something on her.. i will let u have something name as OKU.. means priority means u lost one of ur organs.. i dun think u can knw which are ur organs that really know what its function.. yeah.. hell ya.. will let u felt the ways of losing ur organs bt nt letting u b dead n killing u by injuring u as tiam as possible..

keep on moving.. stabbing at the bec of me.. thx 4 fXcing k wat happens to her... n ur intention is just to gte knw what is happen on the other world.. go go.. i knw u still knt let it b.. i wane c u down.. so wan.. the things bout it is.. u gonna b greatful that time u mess up woth me..

so.. what the hell a crazy person gt up mad n yell d middle of nite whr d anger frm.. is frm u knw.. knw d names.. will list up n a list of getting u bec will have all on.. sucks u all.. i jz hate u all...

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do

2010-07-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

当你愿意为了TA而改变时，你已经爱上她了。。

当你愿意为TA付出一切的一切，你已经爱上她了。。

爱这东东，能让人们有180度的转变，愿意为TA改变你的不好。。愿意为了TA，日月不休。。努力向前。。为了TA，愿意不顾一切。。放下自己心爱的，自为了得到TA，一眼微笑。。

那微笑，那份喜悦，那份幸福。。可能，只有你感觉得到，因为，那是对你笑的。。发自于内心最纯真的微笑。。哪怕是短短的数秒，都会永远的刻在你的心里头。。

心中还是把TA放在第一位，有时候，斗斗嘴，闹下别扭，都能让彼此的感情更加的丰富，不管多生气都好，绝口不提那两个字。。那种伤害，是无法袮补。。

爱？当然爱啊。。都是因为，爱脸皮，爱面子，自尊心放得高高在上。。不肯低头，不肯让步。。这样就会让双方能够都很难受。。我，都会让你。。不舍得失去你。。

当你愿意为了TA放弃你最向往的自由时，你已经爱上她了。。

I DO。。

背影

2010-07-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so know.. so near.. thn it's ur..

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so warm-hearted.. thn it's ur..

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so in-love so belove.. thn it's ur..

if.. there a person d 背影 tat make me feel so so so.. thn it's urs..

If there a person d back-view, tat make y felt so much.. thn cherish tat person.. love with all your heart.. never do things tat hurt them.. i found mine 背影.. U??

♥ ♥ ♥

dis my view of life

♥ ♥ ♥

Dream-0ff..

2010-07-06T17:48:00.000-07:00

This d thing tat i wanted to tell u for so long.. i m gonna leave here.. leave here for good for sure.. this is d view tat i will enjoy everyday..
watching the big white birds fly and landed..
missing u frm my dis place..
i will step out from here..
stepping out to reach to u..

~this d view~

傻？可以阿。。

2010-06-23T00:27:00.000-07:00

傻？好啊。。我好傻。。我知道我好傻。。
傻不好吗？傻得有人爱，傻得有人疼，傻到，全世界都把你当着傻瓜看待。。

在今天，今时今日，傻是种福。。我宁愿变傻瓜。。我觉得，这样就能把全世界看透透。。
今年，发生了很多不愉快的事。。但，我还是往最好的一面看。。看，看一看他/她有什么优点是值得我去学习的。。

从今年的年头，我就好傻的，没去参与一切的东东。。很乖吧？还是说，很怪吧。。哈哈。。我知道我自己始终是38 的。。我也不明白。。我只觉的这是冥冥中，只有安排。。我也不知道这是祸还是福。。我只想讲，我真的很幸运。。

我傻？是我傻。。傻的要在公园和一个陌生人说话。。但，这位陌生人却成为我一辈子的伴侣。。我心爱的，疼爱的，关心的。。我的全部。。就这样。。冥冥中，只有安排。。

有时候，人真的要装傻。。我以前就是不会，什么都自以为事。。都要冲第一，都要拿头号新闻。。但，有没有想过，但你拿到头号新闻时，你拥有了什么你得到了什么。。想想。。我就是曾经有过这样的经历。。得到的都是负面的。。

可能，这就是人生吧。。人家说，青春不留白。。我的是充满色彩的。。难得。。但，最重要的还是要自爱。。爱你自己才让别人有机会爱你。。才能去完成每一样任务。。不要白白的荒废你的人生。。

hui lai le..

2010-06-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

Few days ago.. she is bec..SHE IS REALLY BACK..
i was hoping for dis days for quite a long time.. the feeling of welcoming she back is really can't be express through words.. dis wonderful feeling is sure a remarkable and memorable for us.. i really.. i duno.. i am afraid to repeat what had happen.. its really a new thing to me.. missing some one far away..

i won take distance as my excuse, i wont take time to be a reason when we had some conflict goin on.. this is something i will remember and bear in mind.. i really do..

still remember clearly how i meet her.. hahas.. *i duno get use 2 using full spelling*.. @@..
i really ever think twice before i ask.. i know.. i look so play-ful.. hahas.. yesh i am but i am very serious in some matter.. i dun lik getting hurt again.. HURT SO MUCH..

she is different.. she is.. just she.. hahas.. stupiak me.. u?? wat do u think of me?? hehe.. i never wane be regret in my life.. never ever.. spend my life till d max., wuhu~..

i just wane say.. I LOVE DABIE..

她，她，她。。

2010-06-06T10:18:00.000-07:00

还记得吗？？

第一次说我爱你时。。

对谁说？懂的那个意义吗？？

我记得，我记得当我说我爱你时。。我是很有勇气地说。。很想大大声向全世界宣布。。

那是我妈，她是第一个。。

然后，到了这世界，看了好多连续剧。。听了很多【我爱你】。。让你慢慢的，慢慢的，不再对你妈说了。。你希望，对另一个她的出现。。

她出现了，你一眼咬定就是她。。你们能永远在一起。。白头偕老。。但，还是各奔前程。。

然后，你继续再寻找，你还相信真气的存在。。不相信，跌倒了就不能爬起来。。

好，恭喜。。你找到了。。她激发你的一切。。让你变得更努力。。因为你觉得你要配的起她，加油，实现拟为一个诚诺。。但，她耍了你。。

你伤心，你后悔，你很你自己做么那么笨。。你很你无能，你了解【近水楼台先得月】。。你明白了。。

你不相信了，不要再轰出去了。。把心门关起来了。。

过一阵，你看到了她。。当时，你很确定你已经把上一个她忘了。。但，有时你还怀疑自己，是不是另一个她。。你选者不伤害她，选者了离开。。

很不幸，你常常出没的公园尽然出现了一个你想都想不到的人。。你们说话了，你们开始做朋友。。当时，没什么会发生的。。这是你的想法。。

但，空窗了这么久。。你还是需要一个她。。你问了，当时的想法是不要后悔。。然而，她接受了。。就这样。。开始了一段人生。。

End of MAY

2010-06-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

Quit a boring life.. i mean .. so looking forward to holiday bt seems thr nothing to do.. hahas.. so damn boring.. hahas.. so, there me n nd go on shoping.. hahas.. dis d 1st tim i brg andy go shop.. kakax.. if wane try d feeli of shoping.. plz register up urself to me.. hahas..

so we went off 2 d india street, went off to shop.. hahas.. tel u smthing.. we si pei suai d.. at india street still meey our teacher.. hahas.. 玫瑰.. hahas.. go anywhr olso meet tiok her d.. wah.. wonder sif she r a stalker.. kakax..

so we went off 2 pick nd d mom bec.. and go spring kai kai.. hahas.. nd quite satisfy with all his shirt tat shop shop shop d..em.. yaya.. song..

later jiu go watcdh shrek le.. nice e.. hahas.. thn jiu.. go fin mia.. n brg her daughter momo.. go hv dinner.. hahas..

好复杂。。

2010-05-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

其实，在这之前。。

有好多复杂的情绪，都困在。。放在心里头。。很想狠狠的将它们一次过的抒发出来。。

好多的情绪都压抑着。。

就讲讲发生在有个很特别的早上吧。。

那天，就。。我有种冲动。。想要快快的结束掉现在所发生的。。

有种感觉，感觉自己已经很努力的去完成每一样东西。。

但，结果都一样。。发觉，你努力，还有人比你更努力。。

当时的我，很低落，但很肯定的是，没人看得出来。。我将自己的感情覆盖的很好。。我不想将我很沮伤的表情，将我的一切赤赤裸裸的给所有的人看。。

也不想说什么了，很想对自己有个很好的交代。。很不想去在乎莫些人所说的，我不期望每个人都很爱我，我都能讨所有人的欢心。。

在这心情交扎的时候，我看到了一个飞机努力向上飞。。带着梦想，带着希望。。我也要，我也要带着我的梦想离开。。

你现在瞧不起我也好，但，我花的，我吃得，我用的，都是我双手打拼出来的。。
我至少不会拿着别人的钱包花着别人的钱来满足自己的快活。。（我不会也不要）

可能，你现在觉得我在说一大堆的废话，但，我自知自明。。我知道我的能力在那头。。不用你来为我评估。。

很多的冷言相对，倒最后会变成了一种的麻醉。。没关系，我会听。。但，你所说的还是你所说的。。你觉得很鼓励，我觉得？？不知道诶，管他个屁用。。哈哈。。

我还有我的专长，我会取人之长不自之短。。预祝你好好看着我长大，验证你说的是命运还是我活出自我..

L.OV.E

2010-05-21T02:55:00.000-07:00

Still life sucks..
all the exams keep flooding into my life..~

So i am still me, updating all my life and do whatever i want to do... busy routine.. time flies as fast as rocket shoot~

some incidents happen.. as some really idiotic things really took down some one d life.. creating a lots of rumor and suspicious thought to me.. But, for God sake.. I DUN GIVE A DAMN.. hahas.. ( thx 2 adam lambert)..

What for we care so much about other thought on us.. Yup.. Sometimes it is useful but some time it just added oil to the fire to your life.. making it more complicated as it as easy as abc..
没那么简单——别人说的话随便听一听，自己做决定。。
dis how our life should B.. hehe

So, sometime 2 much care of a person will end up loosing a very good buddy.. sad and terrific and also a perfetic ending of ur life.. remember.. do good.. bt do it smart..

My life til now still need alots of picture to fulfill it. picture of praise and compliment and sounds of criticize and embarrassment.. Sorry but, I wont left either one of my life chapter empty.. No matter its make up of Good o Bad.. It still puzzle up our life as our road still a LONG WAY TO GO~.. Yuhoo.. here i come.. arh hahaha.. kakax..

The very important thing that we should have is LOVE.. a simple 4 letter words that carry the mission to start this world.. Carry more of this.. leave behind another 4 letter words that spell as HATE.. get ride of that and u wil b more cheerful and felt more to the life..
love more.. ( credit to sophia)

J-turbo..

2010-05-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

its a late night.. i am still here.. actually is nt so late.. just.. suite to expressing my thought..

so.. it's been so long since i last do my turbo-boosting study.. mayb.. its hard.. cause.. sometime.. it brings nothing and means nothing..

but.. i will turbo up 2 equip myself.. who is going to take care her if i nt thr.. who is going to gv her a arm to cry on if i am nt thr.. who is going to capture every moment of her smiles if i was nt thr..

as time flies.. life shorter.. more tears and effort needed to fulfill.. all d things comes around and turns around.. just get prepare for the unexpected and be cheerful..

confession

2010-05-09T04:50:00.000-07:00

I would like to say thanks to you that all this while.. Your trust to me..

All this while, i never have a relationship that happen so many things that is beyond our control..

So many things happen, all this while.. I always shut my mouth up and don't defense myself..

I know, if I can't defense myself how can I protect U.. I will, get all my strength up and do what need to be done to fulfill my responsibility to you..

I fail my past few relation cause i really don't talk much, I don't tell other my problems and what am I thinking. But, U have the ability to know what am i thinking and my very own feeling..

My mood change as fast as tornado that strike the US, but u handle it as good as ABC..

All this while, I am a failure that can't fulfill anything, I will not be so anymore.. Take U to the place that U always wanted to..

Love you with all my heart and i have the faith that there no another U on any other planet and there is only U..

Love is the things that tied us up, trust is the things that hold us on..

I will love U with all my heart and I will gave my full trust to you..

I love U more than yesterday and a bit less than tomorrow.. Cause i want to keep on loving you..

I LOVE YOU

烂人一族》。《

2010-05-08T08:55:00.000-07:00

有些人，做错了会认错。。

有些事，做错了还能在改。。

有些人，做错事要让别人帮他们道歉。。

有些事，做错了还伤害到别人。。

有些人，不值得为我们等待，不值得为我们留念。。

有些事，发生了就发生了，不能再有任何的回改。。

我愿意改变，我愿意为我做错的事道歉。。但，为什么你连个机会都不给我。。你都在听人家的摆布，你都活在很好的家境。。我没你那么幸福，没那么幸运。。（我也不觉得你再被人摆布。。）我一点都不觉得。。我曾经帮你那么多，没说过半句怨言。。你呢，一声不吭，自己搞派对没说。。还说不是我搞的。。烂借口。。

好，不说他，说说他。。
做错了还要人家为他道歉。。我为他做过什么不如前一个他多。。但，每次都是为他收烂摊子。。没那么一点的好。。还一直怀疑别人。。也非常的不自量力。。烂透

So, after extreme week..

2010-05-02T21:32:00.000-07:00

Yesh, today is monday.. And i am nt in school.. So is kinda busy week for me las 2 week.. so many things happen good o bad.. both added colour to my life.. make it more intresting and more delighting.. hahas.. os is GOOD..

So, many things changed.. The way treating people, the way if people getting back together.. all is under a script writer.. I duno who i am nt so soon wane met him.. hahas.. means ki chia soon la..

Las week, we get on to our sport day.. so this sport day changed a lots of things.. I mean the way we treated sport day.. Hahas.. To me , lastim sport day just spending money with fwens with some bowling o even Hock Lee.. Bt dis tim.. i am busy earning thm bec.. Selling all kinds of fruits and eating stuff.. so is another different experience..

so, went off to Pc fair.. woah.. so is good and so damn good.. hahas... i went thr 3 days and sold out 50+ laptop.. yuhu~ song chin chin.. lai lai.. c if u wane compete with me o nt.. hahas.. jkjkjk.. just my luck dis pc fair.. meet new fwens and learn new stuff.. thats how life should be.. hehe..

I saw that naif person.. He saw me no Hi and No nothing.. so so long u dis fwen.. i ain't gonna miss u..

U enough liao O!!!

2010-04-26T19:09:00.000-07:00

U knw what u have done o.. Dun ke ke thr.. all this while, u never care of her, ignoring her as she is like invisible to you.. After all this while, please leave her alone.. She is belong to me.. I dun wan u sty in her life for now and forever.. U have gone through the boundary of being a good friends.. some of the caring jobs just not suite u..

U din even do GOOD in ur past relation.. So please dun bother our's.. I really sienz hearing all those frm u.. Sienz.. Please r.. las warning liao.. Will fin u if u did it again..

about her,,

2010-04-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

Cn you get out of her life.. ?? Please la.. dun ke ke la.. i really angry lo nw.. u knw me.. i gt feeling i really say out d..

i dun wan u say me here gud gud.. and thn say bad bad on me on the back.. arh arh.. really sienz r..
tlg la ho.. left her alone.. u think u size bigger thn me ok?? i dun think so.. wane a piece of her?? bo ko neng.. who ask u dun cherish her when thr is tim? is your own choice..dun think i knt fight.. mayb i knt bt my words kill, my knowledge murdered u.. u.. empty headed with stupid and naif thinking only..

get out of my sight plz.. u r rather to b very irritating thn annoying..

This the HAPPY part

2010-04-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

So, 16/04 is a great day for me as my very good friend turns 19th.. hahas.. ( i still have a long way to go..) Beside that, she is back.. yeho~song song song.. i really waited for quite long le e..

hahas.. so the activity begins since shw is back.. bt, unfortunately i have to work.. i mean work as a part-time astro promoter.. hehe.. thx to my fwenn.. TIng.. hahas.. bt olso quite enjoy since she say she cn com visit me when i m working.. kakax..

frm mon til sun.. i din have enuf rest.. i skip clz,skip my noon rest and many other kok.. hahas.. skip quite a lots of my daily routine.. aiz.. bt.. once in a while niak bah.. hahas.. pei my bie bah.. yuhu~

we have many memorable moment together.. hahas.. so love it.. since is memorable.. so somehow someway.. i left it behind in our memory.. cherishing every moment that we have..

This the SAD part

2010-04-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

这几个月来，发生了很多不愉快的事。。每当发生这些是，都会起怀疑，不必要的差测。。
都是朋友，我什么都不懂，我什么都不知道。。我只知道，你们要把生活回归，把学业搞好。。对你们，对自己有个交代。。

朋友，我知道你在我人生最低潮时，给过我鼓励，带我去看看这世界。。让我知道，我不是最可悲的。。当我需要逃学时，你来帮我。。哈哈。。不是什么好事，不过你明白我为何这样做。。
你从不问我做任何事的原因。。我的感情你也不多加几句。。但，我知道你在默默的关心。。

请你永远记得，我不会放弃你。。请你相信我。。我会永远在这支持你。。

好，不将他了。。讲讲他吧。。

我是想说，你到底有何居心。。难道想在这时得到她的同情心吗？大半夜，我让她跟你聚聚已经很满足了，我不想去是因为我不想这样的聚会会有第二次。。一次就够了。。难道，你想破坏我们的感情吗？？你大只我怕你噢。。错了。。你就算拿这把刀。。我是会怕，但我要客服我的恐惧，我不怕死。。所以，我会和你赌一把。。来啦。。一命赌一命。。

除了他，我对她好不好，你们有眼无珠哦。。看不到哦。。超离谱的啊。。问问问。。不累啊。。烦都烦死了。。随你个死人便。。最好不要惹我。。我真真真的不好惹。。没事做？好啊。。来玩咯。。你想怎样玩？？

所以。。朋友，珍惜吧。。

Ur choice or thm??

2010-04-12T04:36:00.000-07:00

Having a boring day today.. Hey.. really boring e.. go kepo kepo bcum some wat line-man ha.. ok.. dun care about that.. Is a sepak takraw match.. Owh.. so the things is no Chinese really play d game..

Ok.. What i wane say here.. I saw a match.. a very gud match.. The teacher is really very nt 'sporting'.. First, he brg a group of high pitcher gal.. coming to support but actually is creating sound pollution. Arh.. damn noisy.. should b a group of monyet creaming here and there for bananas.. Thn, when in the middle of the match.. The teacher even try to encourage the student by cursing and humiliating the opponent.. The opponents teacher.. Waoh.. I am really.. I mean can say admire him.. He can just say' Ignore thm.. Do what you come to do..' I mean he is so.. wahlao.. so nice guy still living in this world and is a teacher.. hahas.. impossible.. but is all true..

Thn.. There was one incident really.. piss me off.. the coach.. the PB coach scold his player.. Just only his player miss a ball.. Is nt a golden ball o point end ball.. He scold till very pubo.. Wahlao.. Kns lo.. he really sucks..

So.. What i wan to say is.. The way u humiliate other will affect someone future.. Thy are just kids.. Growing up.. Learning the ways to climb up after thy fall down.. Plz respect thm as how thy respect you..

Life like tis..

2010-04-02T05:41:00.000-07:00

Back this few days.. I gt confused of some problems.. Bt, it seems solve but i dun think so.. So lets c how it re-volute after all..Since a busy week.. Just post some update of my life.. So long since i update some things frm my life to here.. All this while.. Sad post o some emo posting.. So.. gonna chg a bit le.. hahas.. Try get used to it bah.. i have my own style of posting.. Feel uncomfortable.. thn get ur ass out here.. X.X

Las Tuesday.. A mean day.. Kill 14 rats for the sack of drawing niak.. Wats?? Ya wats.. Tat wat we did.. So as u cn c frm below.. Those are the photo.. So.. Enjoy those terrifying photos.. * i dun think it is terrifying enuf..*

Before the killing.. We do wat we love the most.. Photo taking session.. YUhu~
with ting..

38 Clubs treasurer and the Secretary.. plz ignore thmm..

Attending for the CUT o doing some things else?? Jee, U look suspicious..

With the number1 fans of MONEY.. Jing jing a.k.a Money Jing..

me with mine ?? E.. Look disgusting.. So called dead.. Bt the heart still pumping la..

After all those.. recommending a place near 4-points hotels.. Name bella.. It's a Italian dinning place.. Serving truely italiano cuisine .. Canhave a try ya..

Ok.. las part.. i get sick.. So done updating and good niight.. This mayb d worst post i every make..

A life Of ExcimenT!!!

2010-03-23T08:18:00.000-07:00

Nice week for last week.. So many activities in a roll that letting me dun have much time to have rational thinking.. hahas.. means no much free time.. going here and there.. enjoying precious times with friends.. It's very precious memory.. I am really happen all of u had given me a chance to change me.. I mean i been sucks before.. U knw la.. Hahas.. so.. I realize a second chance should bee given to everyone..

Last week, i went my fwen warm-hearted thr spent my time.. Doing nothing bt share memorable times with thm.. I knw so how so way so place i just dun have a sit in.. so.. is ok to step off a sec.. thy are a bunch of nice guy jz some time reli a weirdo cn use to describe thm.. hahas..

thn.. went to visit mum.. so.. dis is also a new palce for me to hang out.. hahas.. i am very glad that i have her cute little daugt in my life.. she is my everything.. cherishing her is my priority.. hehe.. i think i can get along bah.. i mean with d whole fam..

again.. Went off to damai.. Before that.. I heard my fwen told me that i reli have a great life now.. I mean.. Gud fwens.. a lovely girlfriend.. a nice fam.. all dis are something that Carlos cannot afford to take it away from me.. hehe.. Have a great time over thr.. Having alots of fun time.. hehe.. thought alots olso.. mayb.. i am d lucky one.. so i am d lucky one..( lame chin~)

thx for u all.. thx for wat i have.. Thx for viewiing..

Never.. Ever..

2010-03-17T04:11:00.000-07:00

There is something that never happen.. What I mean never happen is something that like time. As every second past-by, history is a name for it..

In all these years.. She never get satisfied with what i done.. I am who i am.. I live with my very own way of style.. Carry on with my life philosophy.. But,she just never say.. yesh, U did a very good job.. Always,try harder again.. Never a compliment..

And time goes by, she start to say.. No this, no that, no those.. Let me choose?? Its just a way of respecting my right but in the end.. Still follow her decision.. never something from me.. taking things i deserved..

Live y life to perfection is what i really wan.. Well, we will just see.. If its work..

Lov Song?

2010-03-06T02:40:00.000-08:00

伤心情歌。。大多数人的成名曲都和伤心情歌有关系。。

伤心情歌代表着爱情而已吗？它是代表失败，代表着一切的失败。。人生的失败，人生的苦恼。。

曾经我以为我摆脱了这样的痛。。谁知，他还是像我得影子这样追随我。。

原来，我的死穴就在这。。放了太多感情的东西。。不一定有回报。。

送上一首我觉得很有意义的歌。。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtaOYHvSRCA

多一句。。‘加油’

2010-03-02T02:19:00.000-08:00

看了成绩放榜。。虽然不关我的事。。但，让我看到的是，一种由别人掌控我们的命运的画面。。考卷，别人改。。给分，别人给。。我还能怎样啊。。

念了这么久，好难哦。。真真感到我不能改变什么。。你努力还有人比你更努力。。你加油还有人比你加更多油。。

看开点吧。。为自己一切。。用双手打拼来。。读读读。。还是读。。

I angry cos i do care..

2010-02-28T01:03:00.000-08:00

I saw a friends wrote this phase in Fb ' I angry because i do care..'..

We show our anger in different ways.. Some Hidden in side and when they shower, some emo, don't talk to others when they have some problem..

i still in the anger.. cause i never thought u will do this although hundred and millions times u had did the same things.. I hope that u will be like the fog in the air.. Come and go when i am still sleeping.. Never have to know u ever here but just know u present ..

Showing your luxurious life.. With all the goods things surround u.. although the i am still in a very down and low situation that may not be as wealthy as yours life-style..

Doing the best i can to achieve higher level in everything you did.. No matter what.. I am still angry because i do care..

这样

2010-02-26T09:00:00.000-08:00

这种感觉就是这样。。

淡淡却让你感觉很甜。。

无话不说却让你都懂她在想什么。。

就像在遥远的天边，也让我们的心，感觉很近。。

十八年的等待。。换来是一世的幸福。。我觉得很值得。。

让你躺着听我的心跳，让你抓着我的手不放。。

对我们来说，在一起的时间，永远都不够。。

但，时间对我们来说，是无限的。。

semi seviyorum

地震牛人排行榜

2010-02-25T00:41:00.001-08:00

第一名：
一汶川地震幸存者被俄罗斯救援队救出后，记者采访，问他感觉怎样。幸存者想了半天说：“狗日的地震凶噢！老子被挖出来后看到都是外国人，还以为把老子震到国外去了！”

第二名：
非洲旅游团从九寨沟回成都后入住宾馆，这时地震发生使宾馆著火。一黑人青年裸露全身以最快的速度冲到空旷的平地。这时救火的消防队员很惊讶的说到“日他仙人板板，没见过被烧焦了还跑得这么快的”……

第三名：
都江堰有一个人被埋了50多个小时，被救出来还很清醒，记者前去采访，他看到记者背著笔记本，忘了伤痛问记者，你的笔记本能上网吗？记者回答说能，他说：那你帮我看看大盘涨了没有。

第四名：
成都商报的编辑在编发地震新闻时看到“地震爆发前狗狗狂吠拖出房内主人至室外”的稿子，非常气愤地和同事投诉说地震时他家狗狗居然还在打鼾，于是下班后回家把他家狗暴打一顿。

第五名：
地震时，成都高楼四个老太太在打麻将，其中一个说：“为什么我感觉楼在晃啊？” 另外一老太太起身看了看窗外：“没事没事，快出牌吧，别的楼也在晃呢！

A week.. Of CNY

2010-02-22T00:56:00.000-08:00

Wuhu~ fine week.. Very enjoy my self with bie.. We went to many other new place to visting.. Friends and relative house.. hahas..

A fun week for both of us.. very interesting and funny things happen.. hahas..

Dis year new year very keng.. cause clash with the Valentine day.. Can get free romantic yet many many leng leng d fireworks.. hahas..

Bt.. gud things nt reli last for long.. Thr a gudbye in the end.. Bt.. it's just a short bye.. cause.. the distance between ur heart n mine is always stick together..

。。看一看。。

2010-02-09T03:16:00.000-08:00

好吧。。既然你们那么有心。。来看我的部落格。。那我就要说声谢谢。。

不过，如果是说，我一个人的错，不要怪罪他人。。我是说，我这里所说的一切都是我个人的意见。。不要将它扯到他人的身上。。还是我自己承担。。还是有些不想共同进退的人。。

你会觉得我没人情味，你会觉得我忘了我的责任，还有一些人以为我现在是玩玩而已。。
是，我在去年的确是玩。。玩了人大半年。。但，到目前为止。。好不好说。。哈哈。。

不要担心。。我会全力以赴。。我不会放弃我自己。。还记得您对我说过，我这人就最爱死而复生。。我还不想死。。没那么快的。。

还剩差不多九个月。。要好好享受这里的的生活。。

（for ur's comfort.. I enlarge le..)

U r U

2010-02-06T03:41:00.001-08:00

Every get scared? Every get the feeling of some one is stalking on u? Every wane ran out of cls so fas not for the reason to go hom but to avoid being 'caughti by some 1?

This is the feeling of me n jee nowadays.. Scared getting into troubles that we cannot say NO to reject..

she is being so annoying and soooo I DUN LIKE so do Jee.. So plz la.. d feeliing r.. EEEEEE....

So geli r.. U ever think of other ppl bo? Sienz lo u lik dis.. No wonder u .., haiz.. U knw i knw la..

Writing dis post olso gt d imagination of ur face expression on my face.. Wahlao.. get out la..

sienz chin.. So .. back off n dun make me burst thn u ka ki tau la ho~

老师，给你的话。。

2010-01-27T03:04:00.000-08:00

都好久了。。我的意思是说。。离开我以前那个学校。。

有一年多了吧。。超想念的。。想念那边的一切。。朋友啊，环境啊。。还有那边的老师。。

哈哈。。在那里做王做惯了吧。。就，可以看到，在这间学校的纪律是做外表好看而已。。

可能这边的老师，不是说没见过大场面。。就，不懂的怎样做人吧。。我们跟你相处的时间不多。。为何不要把我们的关系做好呢？

不必要吧我们跟他们当着同一等来看吧。。是。好听是大功无私。。难听的话是不会为接下来的日子想想。。

老师，没必要将我们的指甲见到那么短，没必要批评我们的头发，我知道你们的立场难做。。但，不要拿我们来开刀。。

你是有孩子妈妈了，在我的眼里。。你是个好妈妈。。但，请你记住。。
当一个孩子过度保护时，他会做出令你想像不到的事。。

时代不同，我的生活圈子告诉我。。越乖的孩子，越会发生让你觉得不可能的事。。

不是说，老师的孩子就一定是书生。。不要惊讶。。我看了很多。。

老师，有生必有果。。好好想想吧。。

random..

2010-01-24T00:08:00.000-08:00

waiting.. wah.. damn it.. so nt nice dfeeling le.. kek tiok till wane mati r.. hahas..

past bout 3 weeks le bah.. stillgt another 3 week 2 go.. wahlao.. hia..

bo bian lo.. wat 2 do.. only cn wait n wait lo.. everyday busy with d skul.. sienz daoooo... u knw la..

stupiak idea tat sty till 3.. kimak d.. stdy tim is far more thn d stupiak PM working tim er.. dun ke ke.. u sty in d office gt aricon bt kimak me only kipas r.. u try stdy lik me do la.. 1 week i c u in ICU lo..

sienz n bodoh d idea.. so many rules tat nided us to follow.. sienz.. bei tahan d.. wat stupiak copuld ever think of tis idea.. wak up 6 thn stdy till 3.. u think we iron man r.. try try c hw u cn tahan.. bo nao d bo..

lastly.. cny i jz around d corner.. so.. shopping tim.. bt bolui r.. tat baru reli cham r.. hahas..
bo bian.. dun shop n buy lesss lo.. hahas..

Problems @@

2010-01-18T01:49:00.000-08:00

Problems just never stop..
Maths question, Love problem, Social problems, many many others..

Creating the world as a better place to live on.. Not creating problems tat kill urself with it..
Sad bad mod will always accompany us.. Totally will hesitate this type of feeling..

Saw and heard and knw a very good fwen tat sad 4 dis feel days.. she was ok wen in the morning but wen she was left alone.. She will be weak.. Tis type of feeling.. I been through.. It's hurts and will worth for me to do anything to get rid of this feeling..

But now, i found u.. I din cheerish the past bt i will cheerish u now.. forever.. i knw many ppl c me as a playboy.. Since u dunno me.. Plz dun judge me as wat i look.. I look playful.. Never get sad wen meet fwens.. U will nvr understan how i feel.. Bie.. I promise i will do my best to let u felt wat a couple do..

getting through..

2010-01-14T03:20:00.000-08:00

Life hard and tough..

Getting through it with u hand holding me hard..

N-e-v-e-r g-a-v-e up was d letter u gave me.. that my spirit which carry me till today.. i will do my bes..

loving u is a bless.. holding u close to me.. I won't get mad easily le.. Cz.. i will need take k of u..

Lately..

2010-01-14T03:04:00.000-08:00

Since las week bah.. bie went off to carry on with her dream..

I am so miss her.. Thinking of the days tat she is coming bec.. hehe..

words cannot describe how much i miss her..

' so baby dun worry, you are my only.. U won't be lonely, even tat the sky is falling down..'

i will be more kiang in my styd.. i am hapy with my no stdy result.. hahas.. will do my very best and dun dissapoint all d 1 hu giv a big hope on me.. hehe..

2009-12-29T09:18:00.000-08:00

幸福是种缘分的关系。。

遇见你，认识你，跟你做朋友的那一刻开始。。

完完全全没想过，会这么的发生。。

可爱是你的代号，

安静是你的外表，

疼爱你是我的责任，

爱上你是上天的安排。。

认定了，认定你是我终身的伴侣。。

幸福的一百分是你给我快乐的滋味。。

绝不爱错你

cherishing u all

2009-12-28T08:51:00.000-08:00

2009.. coming to the end.. this year.. i meet a group of life time fwen.. reli reli a froup of weirdo.. hahas.. Plz guess which 1 is U... hahas..

1. Ok.. start with my gay partner.. hahas.. sure tau d la..
Hehe.. reli wane say kamxia n many thanks to him.. Leaving me no behind wen i am alone o wane he help smthing.. Hahas.. even let ppl think me is gay he olso nt mind.. hahas.. such a nice fwen le.. hahas.. just tat.. he dun eat vege n SMXXKX alots.. haiz.. duno how to save him.. hop cn c him stp smoking nex year.. hahas..

2. Thn.. Mr and Mrs... Hahas.. u knw hu la ho. kakax.. Ok.. As for d gentleman.. he is a nic guy.. a thing I reli envy him.. i mean so much.. his height.. hahas.. I reli like wane get some his protein.. hahas.. thn as for mrs.. nic fwen.. reli knw how to control her dear.. hahas.. have a loving mother and a sot and gila dog.. hahas.. good in swim( but not for the mr..).. such a sporting person.. hehe..

3. Ok.. Move on.. He sleep alots and speak korean well enuf thn other language.. even his mother language.. hahas.. u sure will b knwing hu.. kakax.. always come out with super lame joke that will blast off our stomatch as he sty thr cool cool.. hehe..

4. Thn, i have a very talented and well drawing fwen.. he is good in drawing.. bt always out of idea.. hehe.. sure he will b a famous and keng person in d future life.. hehe.. bt.. he is very emo.. dare to driv big big car and learn english wrd from me.. hehe...

there a fwen that we like d most.. Zheng ho.. we always go meet him every fri and sat nite.. hahas.. for sure d.. hehe.. he olso lik us bah.. hehe..

After a year with u all. it's nice and good.. u all reli amazing and bring so much happy to my life.. thx and forgiv to any words i do o said to u..

Other thn tat

2009-12-26T09:36:00.000-08:00

Hehe.. a very nic necklace is on her neck now.. wat is nicer is d person hu waering it..

Bie bie..

Understand..

2009-12-26T08:36:00.000-08:00

It's hard to understan what we try to say when we are using a different language.
It's hard to talk when u and me are strangers..
It's hard to talk wen u and me are not in the same intrest o topic..

It's all rite wen u talk gently and try to underdstan.. we are on d same frequency, the sam language and same topic.. Just tat y u dun let me to finish wat i try to say?? I am trying very hard to maintain my world.. To make my world happier and even better.. U dun even know.. I mean things tat happen to me seems a little thingy for u bt it's a matter for me.. Seriously..

I just hope u knw.. Bt u will never ever c dis post..

Bie bie

2009-12-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

Bier bie.. hehe..

Dis wat i said this few day..hehe.. i am always here ...

Kakax.. Bie bie

ageing slow me down..

2009-12-21T19:39:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since my las post.. Boring till freaking dead in my daily working routine.. hehe..
Still manage to build up a computer for myself.. hehe. quite a nice 1.. reli can get me on9 and do others stuff.. hahas.. hapy with that le.. kakax..

Saying wat i been busy dis fews week o should said that i have many thing to be concern off.. sad sad.. trying to do wat is rite for myself and my future..
Making the rite choice should be harder than i thought my it never been this hard.. kakax..
no matter how hard i olso gone through it le.. sadness just sucks my life.. love u all by being here w me.. kakax..

Wishes become reality

2009-12-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

Always remember that, wen we were young.. Fairy tales always are the story that tell us that the world is a place that full with hopes and any wishes can be grunted. Cinderella, The sleeping beauty , Snow White and many more are very goods example of leading a very good life after they WISH..

Still remember Alla-din? He got a Gennie beside him and a very nice magic carpet that is pollution-free that can take him around. How i wish i olso can live lik him..

Always hope that take us around and keep us alive.. Dreaming are the motor to motivate us.. Bt in the end, disappointment are always keep us accompany as we fail or can't get what we wanted and work so hard off..

Life tough and hard.. always there a factor that we din c.. that is LUCK.. Luck of urself and other.. We don't know who our author is.. so.. we can't negotiate for a better character.. We dun have the choice.. accept who we are .. thats the only way..

I knw something that i cannot haven at this moment so iin the future.. i wan it back.. and i want it badly.. very badly..

原来可以这样

2009-12-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

原来。。我可以有这样的心情。。

要知道实情的人才会知道我说什么啦。。

讨厌与憎恨一个人或一件事是多么的费心和累的。。

我也不知是我的不好还是我的本性。。就我就是这样。。没办法！！

我的感受是。。原来被人讨厌的人可以这么的不在乎，但，我就曾经这样的讨厌人。。

很累，很累。。

可以这样的不在乎，感觉很爽，生活没什么大的改变。。

劝告大家，不要讨厌。。虽然是不可能，但，尽量放下。。

从另一个角度来看。。我都能咯。。你不能吗？？

虽然曾经讨厌你，我还是这么的爱你。。

2nd 12

2009-12-06T04:36:00.000-08:00

My first post on my birthday.. Amazing there some one remember my birthday.. Appreciate every words of hapi birthday as i receive.. Knowing its only tak a few seconds to do so.. bt someone just reli dun k.. I nvr do any harm to you.. I am proud and greatful for that.. I am hapi i dun spoil ur every single trip tat u go.. It just so sad tat i am nt inside ur fwen list..

Stop d unhappy event le.. go for other way..

After i spend my half day on work.. Ann ask me out to celebrate my birthday.. as to me.. its ok.. Very nic n kind.. to do so.. thy arrange to watch new moon which i will always pronounce as moonlight~ duh~.. so below are som pictures tat i took on tat day..

Duno y..

2009-12-06T04:30:00.000-08:00

I mean.. I have no idea.. y.. i mean i do nothing wrong.. I dun act lik wat i use to be.. Mayb.. We are not belong together as we use to be.. I duno y and olso duno wat will ever happen if we are nt even fwen.. i am wondering.. wat u guy treat me as?? In a matter of fact.. I mind.. but start to get wat i call self destrution and self-healing.. Its ok.. I still have another way of road to go on.. But as for this time.. I will super duper appreciate each and single of them.. Its gud nt to show tat i m sad and i am suck.. I change alots as i am.. u stay on u all on.. stay to be the guy u all are.. i am hu i am.. dun thn suaks lah.. say me childish o wat.. so watever.. mind sets.. i go on my on way.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After those 3 days..

2009-12-04T21:12:00.001-08:00

wahseh.. Its been a year.. An amzing yet memorable year.. Love it as all happening had make me thinks alots and motivate me to do wat i should and couldn't done if determination and motivation is not wat stay with me all long..

Pc fair~
Such a nic 3 tiring day.. Tat let me learn alots.. A very nic trip.. kakax..

Thy taught me alots.. hehe.. Telefon num iis nt available.. hahas.. i din have le.. kakax..Mr lee is the 1 hu i nid to give a thumb up and a big round of applause to him as he reli did a very good job being a nic fwen~ hehe.. dis i a special dediacation to both of them
Hahas.. specail edition frm me n my gay partner for u both.. hehe.. Hoping u lik it.. hehe..
After d pc fair.. We went off to 175 to let our kaki relax after standing for 3 days tat is tiring n exhausted.. hehe.. after tat.. went bec to our old place jln song again.. hehe.. as for jln song.. love it as we will report ourself everyday d.. hehe.. kakax..

no to mention le.. Nic to have u all around...

Title

2009-11-26T08:38:00.000-08:00

Hahas.. For this post... I am totally out of idea.. Just to say tat.. Iam goin PC fair again.. as a worker of cuz.. Nt worker lah.. as crew.. Hahas.. Sounds better rite..?? Kakas..

so dis will b my las post of dis month i think.. I hope nt.. Cz i am a crazy yet lazy person.. hahas.. fill my brains with all d silly thought tat ii could think off..

Some fwens are going to santubong and here wish them have fun n remeber tak many many photo r.. hehe.. gonna miss dis trip.. hahas.. Pc fair is tired bt let me learns alots of stuff.. So..

Good luck 2 me.. Hahas.. Sell 100 laptops per day.. hahas.. Love u all..

Hey Yo

2009-11-25T19:16:00.000-08:00

I am bec... kakax.. Nt bec frm any place lah.. Think me so kaya go here and there mei?? Hahas.. Just bec frm who i am that missed the world of joyless long time ago.. sure u all miss me bah.. I mean nt in person.. I nw reli cn left everything behind and do my very best to cheer every1 up..
As i always do all dis year.. Sad.. Ya.. sure a feeling to make me grow up.. hahas.. i am just as childish as my vocab level is.. hahas.. Consider me still in d primary will make urself that u are a normal thinking yet educated person.. hahas..

Thinking bec on f1-f5.. i am just as crazy as my mind and age set me in.. so much fun and so much fwens to share around.. Love love love.. the world is fill with love.. Nt only love from the other gender that we hope ourself tie our knot to.. Family love, fwens love.. Many other but this 2 love brg me out frm d dark and cold pathway.. Thy thought me that.. Rainbow come after d rain.. so.. Cry as hard as u could to c d rainbow as it appear after the tears washed ur eyes..

Thx owh.. Love love... To thx u all.. Contributing a very ugly side of me.. hahas.. This is so young n nuts... hahas.. but this is a package that does't come with any problem..

2009-11-25T07:08:00.000-08:00

想了很久，这篇文章改写什么。。

我也就想倒回。。我为什么开始这部落格。。

这是给我发泄，还我自由的地方。。

我遇到的事，我爱的人，我对我的想法。。完完全全写下了。。

这里，我提起了两个我今生最爱的人。。

她们都选择了离开。。我也想找回。。我也不想放手。。

不过，她还是她，她有权选择。。我没能力阻止。。

我也不知道，我不想知道我想要则么样。。我好累了。。

好像将心关了起来。。

LVL5

2009-11-23T10:13:00.000-08:00

I saw her update just now..

Still mis her.. That's the fate i cannot deny..

i try phone her up.. Guessing mayb her left her angry somewhere near the beach..

But, its still d same..

I remember that she told me that i did many mistakes whereas i didn't realize it as she olso so not gone tel me..

She told me once.. Dun make me angry.. U knw how ugly it looks and hows the level go to.. Level 5 is the limit that she gave me.. I always on lvl 2 o 3 but this time.. I really go out of it..

I am sory for wat i said.. I dun wane end up this way.. Ur birthday wish stil i haven receive.. I hoping.. Not wishing.. Praying to myself that .. something call miracle will show up and let me once again believe that this world is full of feelings by every single life-subject in this world..

Level 5... I miss u..

An amaze sunday..

2009-11-22T19:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, which is sunday.. As an normal ruitine for me to get up.. Tak a few moment of preparation have my cup of glucose waiting some body picking me toSEntosa for my football sesion. Hahs.. I was counting on it actually.. As keny pick me up las minute.. I was like sob sob.. Webt to danz house and then wait him to prepare.. But unfortunately.. Luck was n the other side.. He don't even wake up.. Hahas.. Dis was d 1st time i saw him nt prepared.. Kakx.. Amazingly shocked me off.. Hahas.. Later thn tat.. I decide nt to go kick cz danz was nt going.. Hehe.. Telling him wat happen las nite.. hehe..

After that, we went off.. To the park near by.. Thinking bec as my childhood years.. Play swing, get a ride bec to my old day.. Days that doesn't brg me any trouble.. I am so miss those days.. Call up Mrs lee .. hahas.. She like.. 'i am awake but i'm blur.. ' Hahas..

She said.. Gv me a min to brush my teeth.. Hehe.. Hapi she said so.. Bt, for us to thx her appreciation, we went off to her house.. After reach, found that we are exhausted and mostly HUNGRY ... Kek tiok.. So decide to have breakfas.. kakasx.. I am hapi with tat.. cz stomatch was making the druming sound in side.. kakax..

Fuel up, Pick sleepy mr lee.. hahas.. Thn went off 2 BOMBAY MASALA.. Love love it.. As me n danz looking forward for d roti canai for soooooo loooooong.... bombay masala.. was the place for us.. Love it.. Cheap yet nice.. hehe..

W ent bec to jln song.. hehe.. so.. Tak yong'su icecream.. waited for long enuf le.. hehe.. after tat..
Went bec ma chung garden.. c wane go whr.. all in a sudden.. we all decide.. GO SWIM.. wah.... song song.. long din go le.. mizzz.. go mbks d.. lucky for us.. packed our things fas enuf.. and d sky show its mercy on us as our determination for swim are high enuf..

Its was an tired swim thn we all went bec hom.. wohu~ dis is a nic sunday..

好吗

2009-11-19T21:59:00.000-08:00

有时，

没人能懂。。

有时，

我也不了解。。

有时，

我不想知道。。

到底我真的那么子在乎你吗？？

为了什么？？

爱？朋友的关怀？恨你？还是。。。

真真去考虑考虑。。了解。。懂了之后，再来爱你。。

迟吗？还好啦。。

算了。我每天都在讲算了。。但。。

真真放弃是几时？？她？ 1年。。你呢？？

你尝试叫我爱上另一个。。能吗？？在伤害多一个？我才不要。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Break of tHE CYCLE..

2009-11-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

today has finally come..

I knw it will come bt i duno wen..

Disappointment will step into along as she walk away..

time never show its love to me as i lack of love..

love u?? Care bout u..

Wat is d thing come bec??

Sadness.. Loneliness.. 24/7 ready to accompany u when u down..

ya.. tats wat i get in return.. Bt i appreciate evry moment with u..

Loving u..

knowing you better

2009-11-13T09:55:00.000-08:00

了解你
knowing you
时间是唯一的阻碍
time is the thing that stop me fro knowing
但，but

经过今晚，
after tonight
有些答案
some answer
有些谜底

something
我都有了头绪
i got the idea
还没在方块屏好之前
before the puzzle are solved
我是不会告诉你的
i won't tell u
这考验我的耐心
this is going to test my patience

一点一点
bit by bit
一天一天

day by day
让我
let me
慢慢的
slowly
了解你
knowing you

跟加爱你
and more love u

Beyond

2009-11-08T01:26:00.000-08:00

2mrw start le..

A week tat i m counting off..

A week tat i m looking forward to..

7 days tat will enrich my life meaningfullly..

Its exam week..

D only reason i m happy is because after exam..

Its HOLIDAY..

Take a look beyond d sadness, Dis is how i look on my future..

Look On U..

I m waiting the days of happiness between us..

Night that full of sounds..

2009-10-28T02:38:00.000-07:00

my feeling at night 26/10

i wish u could listen,hear,and heard what i try to say to u..

Thanks for ur corncen.. Past tense jiu past tense.. At least i try, no regret..

I don't know how to talk already.. So, i choose to shout..

There's no moon, no stars , no nothing but there are tears , sadness of a person and a sad theme song to accompany me to spend the rest of the night. Good night

After a sleepless night and a silent morning, i found out there something more for me to take care off.. Thx owh all fwens for ur concern.. kam xia kam xia..

should i envy his courage o learn frm d mistake that he had made..?

This is my feeling that i been through.. Doing correctly need courage.. Do wrongly need consequence that i will pay in the future..

Which should i choose?? Better dun choose.. JZ LET IT BE..

无言

2009-10-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

在那里？？

爱到底在哪里？？

我好想你。。

无比的想念着你。。

如果看到你，思念和爱都能在你身上找到。。

这样给你带走我很多的回忆。。

美好的还是不美好的都交给了你。。

希望。。

还是希望啦。。

Eat eat eat

2009-10-23T23:29:00.001-07:00

hahas.. long time din eat le.. hehe..
Nt say din eat lah.. Is din eat sushi 9 sushi king..
hahas.. dis shop r.. cheated me sooo much r..
hahas.. still remember those day whr we always go sushi..

tat day is Our Eat Queen~ fanny cheo mah.. so all we on lo.. gt promotion mah.. below r some photo of sushi..

Long waited

2009-10-23T21:03:00.000-07:00

lasnite.. Extreme willl jz b find to pronounce the nite..

I dun reli thought that i will B thr.. B i olso wen.. hehe.. Saw her get out bt i m try to squish to the sardin can..

Slip through the side, felt it, as she walk past.. She went off.. Haiz.. Wat a xxx..

Thn, she turn bec.. kakax..

late post

2009-10-13T01:17:00.000-07:00

Jz uplaod sm thing..

Plan wan go cut hair.. Bt end up shopping.. C those pic n u will gt it d..Big big, heavy heavy rain falls in a flash after that.. Felt sorry for them.. Hop them cn hv their home fix soon..

Bing le!!

2009-10-12T03:23:00.000-07:00

Dis nt d MSN d Bing lah.. Is Sick..(pronounce in Chinese)

2day fall sick le.. So sienz.. D saliva flow like d non-stp pipe water..

So terrible..

K lah.. Slp 1st.. Night to all..

Fly

2009-10-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

How u wish that u could fly??

Actually u are.. Time fly and pass so do ur time..

Happy moment lets us remember what really happen and tell us that the world is a nice place..

Sad moment lets us realize we have problem and the world is a mean palce to live on..

Actually,its base on yourself how u look at it.. Problems seems a puzzle that u solve and gets some rewards at the end in terms of life experience..

Teenage life is very energetic , friends are everywhere , happiness surround us and our only problems is our parents..

To those teenagers like me, don't really care on our main responsibility.. We only do what we thought is happiness to us..

But after f5, everything change.. Life, friends, everything in your life takes a new turn a go into a really new path..

Time fly so do ur life.. Precious every moment that you are having, don't hesitate to do stuff that really will make u regret for the rest of your life.. Live happily and do whatever u like..

Live hard XxX Play Hard XxX Perfect LIFE

莫忘。。

一下下。。

煎熬

脚诲

U

hurts alot

...

U knw

U knw

changes

Garfield

hehe.. new life..

SO,...

错了

tahan kin!!!!!!!!!!

BB

after tat week

看开

割爱

到最后

almost..

斗？zua ti zua te

输。想

习惯就好

IDK

being insane in 0020am..

I do

背影

Dream-0ff..

傻？可以阿。。

hui lai le..

她，她，她。。

End of MAY

好复杂。。

L.OV.E

J-turbo..

confession

烂人一族 》。《

So, after extreme week..

U enough liao O!!!

about her,,

This the HAPPY part

This the SAD part

Ur choice or thm??

Life like tis..

A life Of ExcimenT!!!

Never.. Ever..

Lov Song?

多一句。。‘加油’

I angry cos i do care..

这样

地震牛人排行榜

A week.. Of CNY

。。看一看。。

U r U

老师，给你的话。。

random..

Problems @@

getting through..

Lately..

cherishing u all

Other thn tat

Understand..

Bie bie

ageing slow me down..

Wishes become reality

原来可以这样

2nd 12

Duno y..

After those 3 days..

Title

Hey Yo

LVL5

An amaze sunday..

好吗

Break of tHE CYCLE..

knowing you better

Beyond

Night that full of sounds..

烂人一族》。《